Robert Fuller

I woke up yesterday morning with a real sadness in my heart. What we learned Thursday night had taken its toll overnight while I (kinda/sorta) slept, and the thing that I couldn’t shake was the guilt.

I had done this. You had done this. We had all done this together.

There was this show called Tension, and we went and we went and we went a…[Read more]

@remrelganaps It was your voice I heard as I grappled with The Balrog. A voice calling to tell me my task was not yet complete. ‘Nuff said.

To which I add that your take is cogent and reasoned. One Noah would be proud of. And @addisonborn, how delightful would it be if the murder of a Gatekeeper was replayed in brutal fashion on @111error, in…[Read more]

@remrelganaps Welcome to the dark side.

Morgan joined us on Slack after a discussion about DLB, and then things got weird.

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I have a story that I am sure some of you will believe to be false, but in the interest of being more forthcoming, I have had many interactions with Darren.

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Literally couldn’t care less if my life depended on it, Megan. Go and boil your h…[Read more]

@remrelganaps You know I hadn’t considered that possibility, but now that I think about it that could also make sense. We could be seeing a different Sabrina altogether: not the brainwashed Addison who escaped the clutches of the OSDM at The End, but the actress who believes (or is being led to believe) that everything she’s doing for the OSDM is…[Read more]

@remrelganaps – so there is only “I” – fitting.

I’m going to hang out in the background for a bit. The constant negativity and pointless bickering and moral high-horsing and meanness is not something I have room for right now. I’d love to be a part of things but lately that just seems to be when people want to remember that I haven’t talked about…[Read more]

Without even managing to be part of that conversation, I’m RIGHT where you are, @remrelganaps.

Of course, perhaps Morgan hasn’t called me because I’ve already told him that directly. If Morgan wants me to join, I’d like to know -exactly what- I would be getting into. What I’ve seen so far doesn’t quite add up for me.

But I’m more than willing to…[Read more]

“Adorable but weird” is a really good description @remrelganaps. I love word puzzles, but WHY?? Why rehash old tactics if things are new & changing? But I don’t think we’re looking at a new group for that reason, along with the reasons @unseenpresence brought up.

There were three things that people got pissed off about that weekend, to varying degrees.

1) People argued about the ethics of entering Skid Row and involving people there in our activities.
2) People were angry at BOS because they bought a round of drinks for strangers, and not all of them spent money on the homeless.
3) People were critical of…[Read more]

@remrelganaps Yeah, I just floated that theory but don’t really subscribe to it.

What’s troubling is that if this was for real, then DLB was okay with having his friend Stephanie be activated by OSDM for the event. That makes him culpable.

@remrelganaps I’m going to echo @unseenpresence here and thank you for starting this thread as well. (And thank you to @unseenpresence for sharing your story.)

I had similar feelings after going through Anointment. I was challenged to confront insecurity about my body, which was certainly liberating, and @shinobi and I shared the latest in what…[Read more]

@remrelganaps, I couldn’t have said it better myself. Her snarky, condescending attitude sure as hell doesn’t impress me. If she truly has so many more important things to do than waste time with Tim, why even bother sending a reply to his email?

@remrelganaps – It was definitely his idea. I don’t know for sure, but it seemed like he had been there before and that he really liked it there. Also, that was the first time he dropped that his “real” name is “John”. Maybe being there triggered a memory of his past.

Here’s the link for that day -…[Read more]

@remrelganaps I fail to see how ripping up money helps those in need and proves a point to The System, buuuut the world is full of mysteries.

@remrelganaps I’m personally not quite ready to believe that the System vs. OSDM narrative is as straightforward as we’ve been told – but I do find the idea of a “control group” event intriguing.

Ever since the blackmail attempt, The Experience has been rather adept at creating simultaneous events. And it would certainly echo the truth hiding…[Read more]

@remrelganaps I wonder if it’s due to his public work. His name is constantly attached to his work. People who have never met him personally know who he is. If his reputation was tarnished, it would have a major effect. Someone like myself, whose work is done separate from my name, wouldn’t likely be as affected by blackmail. My own demons are…[Read more]

@remrelganaps: Thank you Robert. 🙂

@remrelganaps — I say this not to diss you in any way, but to challenge you.

Noah isn’t asking what you learned or how you feel because he cares.

He doesn’t. And it shouldn’t matter if he does or not.

These are questions we should be asking ourselves every day. That’s the theme of the whole damn thing.

Self-actualization is achieved by…[Read more]

@remrelganaps:

And why were you keeping this correspondence secret?

It was a private exchange, and at no point did I receive a Never Silent or other message urging me to share. When there was a community discussion where some of the info seemed to be of potential use, I shared the relevant portions.