Maddyxxx

I’m back home. Tonight was… hard to explain. But eye opening for sure. Def was a reminder that yes, I don’t like Noah. BUT he’s given me no reason to reject his offer to come to The System next weekend. He’s also given me no reason to cause any sort of “resistance” at the event. I truly mean that. I know some of you are suspicious of my…[Read more]

Ruh roh.

@maddyxxx You still have some rabid fans. Don’t lose faith.

Interesting turn of events for sure.

As for the ticket, I’m not one to make rash decisions. I’m gonna think this one over a bit. Maybe I’ll go for a stroll tonight around, oh, I don’t know, midnight or so. Who knows, I might have some enlightenment this night over whether or not to take you up on your offer.

You’ll have your answer from me…[Read more]

Putting my feelings about @maddyxxx, The System, and my “task” aside and want to say…. I’m legitimately happy to hear some real good being done through this. I think we get so caught up in sides and “winning” that some times we forget there’s real people dealing with real struggles while we’re facing these experiences.

Noah, I still don’t like…[Read more]

Indeed @thebuz. You can make anything look positive or negative if presented in the right light to the right audience.

Alright so @maddyxxx now seems to now be educating us on manipulations, showing us exactly how the OSDM can manipulate us to gain power. I just hope he’s doing so in order to help us fend off the OSDM’s tactics much like @111error…[Read more]

I think I got a little ramble-y on my Facebook post but it’s up. I hope that’s what you’re looking for @maddyxxx because that’s the fucking best you’re gonna get out of me for that shit.

Sergio just replied:

“I was a douch bag to you as a kid and I’m super sorry for that….I never knew what words can do to a person and I’m truly sorry for being a dick….nobody deserved that and especially not u….ur a beautiful person and always have been”

I’m not crying….OK maybe I cried a little bit. I honestly feel like I can let that…[Read more]

I’m having a little trouble with my task, so I’ll post about it while I think of how to word it. I got a call too.

I should note, before I continue, that my office is right next to a R&D facility that does work with drones and radio communication. That means that when they do tests, cell phone reception SUCKS. Today was one of those days. Below…[Read more]

I think the big lesson on Saturday was how you chose to make an impact with whatever you were given. Were you able to make a difference in someone’s life and recognize why your actions made a difference. @maddyxxx also pointed out that “value is a perception”.

This was on clear display throughout the day as well, starting with the exercise to…[Read more]

This almost seems like a warning he is sending to @maddyxxx. Last we heard from Horace he was asking if we had seen or heard from his son. I know they are working together at the moment (or so it seems) but he knows his son is unpredictable. This also could be a hint towards our theory of Noah being the sacrifice and has known that is his destiny…[Read more]

We always have agency.

It’s just that having agency, actually making use of it, requires effort. A lot of people don’t want to do the work that it takes to make a difference or get anywhere or be an active participant – they’d rather sit in sweet comfort in front of Netflix. It’s easier.

Horace is telling us to take the easy way out.
@maddyxxx…[Read more]

As I sit here and read your comments @maddyxxx, it really makes me laugh. I own up to what I did today and I won’t apologize for it. You go against everything you’ve preached up to this moment and are so flip flopped, you probably wipe your mouth instead of wiping your ass with the shit you say. Dead to the System?? Ahh boo hoo… I’m so sad.…[Read more]

I genuinely agree with the points @cass and @thebuz made here… This was a way for you to make an impact in anyone’s life and The System wanted to see how we would utilize the tools we were given. There is no wrong way of applying this, as long as there was intent to participate. Do something for someone else to “make an impact”to learn that…[Read more]

@maddyxxx Reading through the post you made above, I think the intended lesson of “how to be as effective as possible with what you already have” was good in its intention, and a perfectly valid piece of life advice regardless of what The System might have to offer next. But the way you went about teaching it left a lot of room for alternate…[Read more]

My experiences with Noah have been nothing but kind and encouraging as well. I started working on this theory the night we met in the bar when he dropped in after the Undecided Meetup. I do not believe he was mocking us that night when we toasted to the Resistance. We’ve seen Noah mock, and that was not mocking.

I think we have been given h…[Read more]

@bcbishop I have now written and deleted and written and deleted a post on this topic.

Maybe I’ll try one more time.

@maddyxxx, I wanted to address some things from the other night after some time had passed but events of today in combination with your phone call the other night got under my skin – congratulations. I’ve now been having a fight…[Read more]

Something that seems to be missing from this conversation is the idea of what each of us, as participants (or not) in The System, get out of the bargain. That’s the question that should drive our engagement, not fear that we might get taken advantage of by a cranky skinny dude who digs cologne.

Ostensibly, The System is meant to help people fully…[Read more]

Interesting part of Noah’s “interview” here:

Interviewer: What is that you want?
Noah: Ultimately, respect.

Interviewer: And you’re willing to…
Noah: Anything up to and including complete and total destruction of the status quo.

Let’s review, shall we? Person after person get a call from Noah Sinclair. Person after person follows through wit…[Read more]