Kevin

@kevin out of the box seems the best option.

“I pledge my desire for their sacrifice and freedom”

Our desire being “playing the game”, for who’s sacrifice and freedom?

If we are not willing to sacrifice others, we must sacrifice ourselves.

How.

Uh ” @kevin ”

I know of only one person that fucked up OSDM and that was Noah.

First of all I want to thank @daela for her honesty.🖤

I think I managed to finally be clear with a lot of people on where I’m at, but I’ll restate for anyone who missed the ride.

@kevin @bcbishop and I were the first people to meet Joyce in person. She bought Kevin an old fashioned that he had to drink uncomfortably fast when our chat abruptly…[Read more]

Every time I see this quote, I insist that it’s one of my favorite things I’ve ever read.

And then, @Kevin, you threw this up.

“I wish to have no connection to a ship which does not sail fast; for I intend to go into harm’s way.”

Every time I see this quote, I get the throat lump. But in a good way. It’s the same response to the quote from…[Read more]

Good pull @kevin. I don’t know if it’s what Sabrina was trying to tell us by implying I/we had agency to help Joyce but…staying still and doing nothing is the safe path, and that is definitely not what we’re here for.

@megan — yes, but in a more holistic sense, you said you had trouble connecting or being affected. Everyone called by Sabrina had that pattern — other than @kevin?

I’m sorry to say that the explanation is a lot cleaner than what everyone would like it to be. This is going to be a very unpopular post, and I’m not trying to come down on anyone, but people need to take a cold hard look at their actions, or lack thereof.

All of you are complicit in Joyce’s death. I should say, all of us.

We can say you…[Read more]

@kevin @bcbishop

Awe. You guys give a fuck, and continue to give a fuck and I don’t know why they/Sabrina should be focusing their disappointment/displeasure/sighs, at you guys. That’s an inappropriate displacement.

1) Horace, the piece of shit, couldn’t even get her name right. He couldn’t be bothered! Is anyone on the inside mad at Him?…[Read more]

This is interesting because it’s like Sabrina’s basically saying “you can make choices here”. Which can potentially be opening a can of worms.

Example:
@wanda102 (happy birthday Cristen!!) was told to stay and basically observe the aftermath of Joyce’s beating. I agree with Cristen that many, if not all people here would have obeyed whoever…[Read more]

Add one more to the pile. Same phone number as the calls to @kevin and @wanda102.

Sabrina called, wanting to clarify that I was the last one to speak to Joyce. I told her I was. Sabrina asked what Joyce said.

I told her she said she had needed help.

Sabrina then pushed me on why me — “of all the people on the fucking planet Earth, why did sh…[Read more]

Wow.

What the hell is she doing, going around and ascribing blame for? @kevin, you’re right. You didn’t beat Joyce with a bat and throw her body in a trunk. And I can imagine there are a ton of people here who might feel the same way about giving Mason ANYTHING regarding Joyce had we known how it would have ended for her. Don’t feel guilty dude,…[Read more]

Oh god, @kevin.

I’m going to say one simple thing here: Sabrina is wrong. That was not on you. It never was. It was always on Mason Silver.

As for why Sabrina is trying to gut punch you emotionally and get a reaction… there’s a lot of different ways to read that. Going to take some time to process.

But what happened to Joyce was not your fault.

As an intellectual concept, I hear you on the “benefit of the doubt” thing, @mike – but that take requires one to intentionally ignore a slew of other things Mason has done that give us a real sense of his intent and overall character.

These include, but are not limited to:

-Manipulating @kevin into asking Joyce to expose herself, knowing that…[Read more]

@kevin Ah yes, I believe you are correct.

@kevin, @mkarrett I have tumbled down the same well of confusion you guys might be in, Melissa and Kevin… but here’s a thought. What if this is no longer about the “why” which we all seem to not understand.
This is in-your-face style propaganda methods, but the message is muddy. What if the “why” (which I really do want…) is not the point?…[Read more]

Agreed @kevin I just don’t understand why Mason would be so public about this when he should know that this will almost assuredly piss people off big time. It’s almost like he has a death wish or he simply does not care about ANYTHING.

Thank you for the detailed recounting of the meeting, @chelsea, it is appreciated.

What a disappointing ending, though. I am with @remrelganaps in wondering the most basic question… why? It seemed Joyce could have been useful to Mason. @kevin, you seem to think Mason got everything he needed… then discarded her. To me, the over-the-top…[Read more]

@kevin

Yeeeeeeeeeeep

@kevin –

it was the anniversary of The One event on Thursday. Was everyone who has received an email so far at that event?

We’ve heard questioning about knowing what we signed, waivers, etc…everyone at The One event signed the Book of Anoch. They have all of our signatures and now it seems Joyce has/had it. Who knows whose hands it’s in now.