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Another question – when we FIRST met Noah, was he still under his father’s thumb? Was he genuinely spiraling? @lilmsfancpants recalled their meeting in the park in another thread. Was this an actual stage of escaping his father?

Noah said to us, “I know that I can’t keep you from my father. I had trouble getting out myself. At least alive, a…[Read more]

Wow, @daela, this is a good find! The images totally line up, even down to the eye on the “eye of horus” to the hole in the weird yin yang thing. Very interesting…

So… I feel like I ask this question like once a month, and I always feel a little stupid for asking, but the answer keeps changing. What IS actually part of the LUST experience?

Like in a meta sense I know that this is all part of the “experience.” But… Are those five people from yesterday’s reveal constantly throwing wrenches into the…[Read more]

@mike is (was?) one of my closest friends here. I was really hoping to see him this upcoming weekend. Normal Mike though, not Weird Mike. @russell too. He said he had tickets to a show Saturday night though. I wonder if they are always together.

@chelsea I wonder about that myself re: Mike…

I sent Russell a text yesterday after the note exchange. I didn’t want to put him in more danger at the time. Considering they are probably not still at Disneyland, I think it’s more safe to share this now.

Me: Can you meet me? Near a restroom, corner, somewhere?
Russell: No. He’s too close.
Me: How can I help? What can I do?
Russell: Uh thks I…[Read more]

@bcbishop you can’t see me but I’m applauding you so fucking hard right now.

Wow, that facebook message to Brad at Disneyland is one of the wildest things yet!!

@meghanmayhem this is perfect and I’m with you on the middle fingers and exposing these carnys for what they are.

Noah said that the System was designed for everyone to lose and that anyone who thought they won was an idiot.

And we now know everything is The System.

We now know that we are walking into a situation where we are all fucked, no matter what. It’s a rigged system. Carnival games. We’ll never knock down all those pins.
See now how foolish it is…[Read more]

So, Noah has been using The System to prepare us for the MSE. Okay, fine (I don’t think it’s working for me, but whatever). But here’s the thing: most of the people attending Anointment don’t follow the forums and aren’t going through this process. What about them? Are they just sacrificial lambs? If his motives are altruistic, it seems to defeat…[Read more]

The one thing I do think I need to add to this about @111error‘s demeanor through the meet. He seemed nervous at moments and genuinely vulnerable, all very understandable given the climate. I would even go so far to say he was self conscious. He kept bringing up that he did not expect anyone to show. I think his exact words were “I thought I was…[Read more]

Perhaps it’s because I -don’t- have any clear emotional feelings for any of these people in videos today, but I can’t shake the feeling that there’s still something hidden from us here.

First, I agree with you @kevin. The idea of ‘altruistic’ seems off-kilter with the tone of both videos. I suppose that really does make me end up over somewhere…[Read more]

“The first thing you should know about us is that we have people everywhere”.

There’s a lot to unpack today and I think we’re going to be sorting through the wreckage of the day for the whole chapter break. What fits in and where. What was part of The System and what was part of Horace’s plan? But that’s for later.

Much of Noah’s video talked about finding what was emotionally true to you in your reactions to just about…[Read more]

I’m more than a little confused about your friend blowing the conversation off that way. If he knows what it was about, why not just tell you? Because right now, all it’s doing is making you suspicious.

And wow, it really does make one begin to contemplate every random thing that happens over the course of a day as potentially something that has…[Read more]

They are everywhere. And they are watching.

If any of you know about the Roger Rabbit Toontown Spin ride, you know it’s like the tea cups in that there’s a big fucking wheel you can turn to spin the car. I’ve never seen someone spin that ride with as much fervor as Chelsea did, taking it out on that ride.

This image will remain forever in my…[Read more]

A few more questions –

– A few days ago, someone posted an image on Lust’s FB that was immediately deleted. A then told us, “Today’s message was not for you. You no longer matter. He lets this charade continue as long as you do not threaten him. Keep it this way and continue to spin your tales that mean nothing.” Who was running the A a…[Read more]

@nothenrygale ok I got chills reading about the fake FB message. Your friend must be compromised though because if he actually didn’t know about or send that message he wouldn’t be telling you to just ignore it right?