Lawrence Meyers

I meant ‘impressed’ in your way of thinking, @larry, although I, myself, am actually ALSO impressed in the general sense. I truly appreciate a good written email.

I also don’t find her ‘terse’, actually. I find her words very specifically chosen and no shorter, no more abrupt than necessary. Perhaps the rest of the women in this universe are…[Read more]

That’s an interesting, terrifying, compelling and creepy thought, @larry.

@larry We shall know soon enough. T-minus 5 days and counting…

Yay?

So this might be nothing… but earlier this month I posted a response to a thread here discussing the inconsistencies in Stephanie’s character.

The next day I received my call from The Person That May Have Been Remy.

Post reproduced below, just in case…

@larry: It IS our Steph.

Interesting. So this seems to pull together a few threads,…[Read more]

Ah, yes… relationships…

Certain events in this experience have triggered some very strong feelings of anger, sadness, and isolation within me. And, I’m very much aware that 99.9% of what I feel is directly connected to my personal history, childhood insecurities, and family disfunction. But, I tend to be a fairly private person, and I’m not…[Read more]

I’m trying to piece together some things related to @mike here. Maybe this is the right thread for it? It’s the holiday weekend, it’s super slow, some of this stuff could mean nothing at all – with all of that out of the way, this is the timeline of events as I remember it, please correct if I’m missing anything:

1. 10/20 – Mike gets a call from…[Read more]

This is all looks so damning in retrospect, @larry, and I just don’t want to believe it’s true. Clint remaining somewhat on the sidelines through much of the shitstorm that’s been brewing has been like a breath of fresh air. Like, if he can remove himself and lead a somewhat normal life, maybe so can we? What we see from him online seems to be the…[Read more]

Good post @larry. That week was… tricky for me for sure. I consider myself a fairly open and up-front person. That week was absolutely interesting for me on my side of things. I think the after effects of that brunch hit me hard because I felt like I was put in a situation where I couldn’t “win”, which is a bit ironic given what we discussed…[Read more]

@larry:

It IS our Steph.

Interesting. So this seems to pull together a few threads, no?

1. Stephanie Hyden claimed to be helping Gordon Bijelonic at the 5.1 Registration Event with the Investors.

2. Stephanie was at the Briarberg event on 9.7, during which Mason and Morgan had their (presumably staged?) exchange.

3. The Part Two video…[Read more]

Got a call this evening, adding to this thread.

Here is the call transcript in verbatim:

Me: Hello?
Caller/Steph/Stef: Hello is Melissa available?
Me: Speaking
Caller/Steph/Stef: Hi this is Stef calling on behalf of the OSDM. I just wanted to thank you for joining us on our upcoming event. Um I think I everyone will walk away with a new…[Read more]

@larry Of course he doesn’t care. And I don’t care that he doesn’t care. My annoyance has more to do with the arrogance behind the assumption that we don’t already ask ourselves these questions, that we need him, this man who couldn’t give a shit, to tell us to do so.

I’m definitely not cheating myself.

Perhaps it’s because I -don’t- have any clear emotional feelings for any of these people in videos today, but I can’t shake the feeling that there’s still something hidden from us here.

First, I agree with you @kevin. The idea of ‘altruistic’ seems off-kilter with the tone of both videos. I suppose that really does make me end up over somewhere…[Read more]

I think @larry & @bcbishop have hit on some good points here. Everyone sees themselves a certain way, maybe the way that we feel is most acceptable to society, or how we think we should be. But when it comes to getting what we truly want, are we willing to dig down & embrace the dark, possibly ugly truths about ourselves & who we really are? Are…[Read more]

“Targeted assets” = @mike, @nothenrygale, @wanda102, @larry?

@larry @unseenpresence What’s funny is that one doesn’t need to stand outside to understand that we are all mice, and that one force is likely behind it all. One just needs humility… and, well, we as human beings aren’t too good at that.

This kinda goes back to something we’d been discussing previously, @larry. The only thing we can really…[Read more]

@larry

And today you suddenly sound like you’ve joined my way of looking at things. Or are at least a step closer.

I will say this: I can certainly appreciate that at this moment, I feel like I can see things a little more clearly than some others, at least, because I’ve NOT been caught up/dragged through/influenced by all of these various…[Read more]

@larry

There we can agree. Emotional honesty has risks and remains the better choice despite them. One thing I am not afraid of is any question this experience will ask me–there is no question they can ask that I have not already asked myself (and many that I do not believe they could ever contemplate to ask, because again I’m in here 100% of…[Read more]