Andrew Kasch

“Wait for us to rise like a phoenix from the ashes.”

I remember retrieving letters in Tension that were sealed like this. I wonder if it was the same symbol.

Anyone else remember seeing this?

EDIT: This was the first dead-drop envelope in Tension. Buz and I retrieved it after the donut mixer. It was Gatekeeper 4’s goodbye letter.

Cecilia could be delusional or even brainwashed – just like Sabrina and the other actors who answered the call for a gig and ended up taking it too far. Bousman & Sears are telling the truth and she’s just in total denial and saying whatever she can to discredit them.

That was an incredibly insightful interview. That said, one could go crazy trying to look for the hidden meaning behind every word Darren and Clint said.

For the last 2+ years, every event and moment that has happened has been said to be a charade. The “this isn’t what you think it is” drum has never stopped beating.

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@pandace88 @wrathofhearts It’s difficult to tell, especially since she was icongnito the last time we saw her, but judging by the Instagram, I think it’s the same Jenna (she went blonde).

Which means she’s alive… and they turned her into a fucking Clown!

I don’t buy that BOS was putting on an act that night. Granted, I’d only been a member for maybe 12 hours at that point, but I wholeheartedly believe that Morgan was being honest with us. I don’t think the entire Resistance is putting on a narrative with the OSDM to fulfill the wishes of a single or handful of participants. Morgan has always been…[Read more]

OK, so here it goes…

I’ve been out of this story for awhile. This has been a colossally tough year for me on so many levels, so after the Briarberg meeting, when the Tension cast told us to “get out” while we still could, I actually took their advice. I walked away from all of this after over two years of playing with you amazing people.

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Briarberg is dangerous. They are a powder keg ready to explode. But I hope we can stay focused. The OSDM would like nothing more than to see its enemies destroy each other.

Joyce isn’t the first and certainly won’t be the last to go “missing.”

Something felt…off about last night. Very off.

I just don’t know if I can trust these people.

Emotionally, I’m starting to think more and more like BOS, especially after last night.

However, we have two entities that are declaring war on the OSDM, and they already seem to be at odds with eachother. Not a good way to start off.

Everything we were told last night was in line with some of the shit that was happening during Ascension. Particularly with one of the handlers who started giving us BTS info during our second trips to the compound.

Been thinking a lot about last night. I need to make a decision soon…

Darren maybe. But I don’t think Clint is out.

It sounded like they played a very serious role in some of the horrible behind the scenes shit.

As I’ve said before, I believe the “helmet” to be like the Scientology “e-meter” – i.e. a made-up piece of technology that its member THINK works. But in reality, it’s a cover for deeper psychological brain-washing.

I wore it and didn’t feel a thing…

…at least that I’m aware of.

I’m just spouting a theory. But remember, Mason said he and his “group” were starting something new with the scientific principles of the OOA. And remember what happened to the BOS last time…

It’s entirely plausible.

If Mason and Briarberg and the BOS are linked – and all evidence seems to point toward that – then there’s a much more disturbing implication:

That BOS may secretly be turning into the next OOA. Because you can take the cultist out of the cult but…

@rizzzoooooo In his early e-mails with me, Mason said “I work for the Briarberg Foundation. However, this report was independently contracted by one of our board members.” I assume that’s Jaime.

@russell We’ll be fine. What could go wrong?

Mr. Kasch,

By way of introduction my name is Jaime Botkin and I sit on board of The Briarberg Foundation.

I am collecting my thoughts after reading your various accounts from last years Experience.

I truely hope that my bluntness will not offend you, but I am curious to talk to you regarding how much of the words you have written are in fact…

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