Maranda

Thank you, @julierei for sharing all of this. What you experienced must have left you with so many questions; and, once again, leave it to DLB to blow your mind.

@larry … It is a possibility that DLB could be lying. I wouldn’t put anything past the creators in regards to mindfucking us. But, like @mkarrett has asked, why would he lie to us.…[Read more]

I finally got to see the video! The music made me excited right away, as @izryn pointed out it’s Beethoven’s Symphony No. 7 in A major, Op. 92, II. Allegretto

It’s actually my favorite piece of classical music.

Also fun fact: Allegretto had to be ENCORED during the premiere. That loosely ties into stimulaneous actions/mirroring…

What also…[Read more]

@pandace88 said:

I don’t think shadows are our opposites but more like hidden parts of ourselves that we don’t like to let outI don’t think shadows are our opposites but more like hidden parts of ourselves that we don’t like to let out

I completely agree. This topic was more of twisted self introductions thread than anything else. All meant i…[Read more]

This theory aligns perfect with the ultimate goal of the OSDM. In Tension, the OSDM gathered data on how we reacted during tense situations. However, do to societal norms, most people don’t show a “lustful” side of themselves in life. Thus, they would need to see these shadow sides of ourselves, the personality that does not come out often. In…[Read more]

@izryn That’s a really, really good point. And who told kipsie about the source code drop?

@thecontroller.

I wonder if they’ll chime in on this discussion at any point, but for now, we must be cautious.

@izryn the book is incredible, worth every penny. Incredible quality, like a high school yearbook, and the content is everything you could hope for. Hopefully someone had their wits about them to take a full video of everything that transpired, there were definitely signs that something was amiss before the actual action began. An exact transcript…[Read more]

@izryn @lilmsfancpants I agree, it’s really the immersive experience I’m after. Being able to share these thought provoking experiences with strangers is amazing because even without knowing people’s names or backstories, there’s a certain camaraderie that goes hand in hand with that “what the hell did I just do/witness” experience. It’s deeply…[Read more]

@izryn Totally agree. I’m not throwing myself back into this again solely because of Ascension’s dark/sexual themes. I’m back because that show challenged me. I had to participate. I had to listen closely and make choices in the moment. The setting was secondary to the ALL THE FEELS that I experienced. I put so much of myself into the experience,…[Read more]

@izryn @chloe I hope your right. I am kind of interested in finding out more about what I lust for and others lust for. Very little discussion so far on the subject on this forum.

I guess the first door that opened on this subject was Noah’s website but it seems to be dedicated mostly to a “lust” for power. For me, I don’t seem to have…[Read more]

@izryn – That actually makes a lot of sense. I seem to remember it being mentioned somewhere that LUST would be more about digging into us as individuals.

@dreamstory Yeah, as @izryn says, distance is no issue here. I am UK based and am living proof of this. I also know of some Tension alumni that haven’t received email replies so don’t be disheartened. If there is a rationale or system behind the replies, we haven’t figured it out yet. Remember Noah works on his own timeframe so…

@izryn @maxzumstein Do you think the “or our we” could be the result of Sarah using dictation software? Just a thought…

@izryn I had a similar response to a similar email. Seems like anyone who did not show blind devotion and had any question or hesitation was rejected.

@izryn and @maxzumstein I’d have to disagree with both of your self assessments, while it’s Addison’s survey that will ultimately yield more answers on these patterns, I’d argue that both of your stories support my theory rather than act against it.

@izryn I remember you from the forums, you joined late but definitely had enough posts to stand…[Read more]

@izryn That “or our we” instead of “nor are we” is a very interesting “typo”. It’s so aggressively wrong it has to be on purpose. Couldn’t begin to fathom what it might mean though.

@izryn Couldn’t agree with you more. I too have not gotten a response but I suspect it may have something to do with my noobish nature. I suppose we shall see.

Just addressing the why not make up a fake name @izryn

Many years ago I was at a talent agency under a fake name because I was also represented there as talent and it was awkward making pitch calls on myself as myself…but literally I used my middle name instead…I’m pretty sure CD’s knew because I wasn’t comfortable using a totally fake…[Read more]