Megan

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Considering a few of the things he has pointedly said to me lately, that video gave me chills.

@unseenpresence – I’m on a very short break but I’m interested in your definition of “game,” as my understanding is that normally it is defined as having (among other things) specific consistent “rules.” This is absolutely interactive storytelling and immersive performance, but we as the “players” have no reassurance whatsoever that there are…[Read more]

@erisbonn – that is an interesting way of putting it – not exactly how I remembered it in my head. 🙂 I will have to give that more thought later.

I wasn’t at the System event but Noah said something there that I found kind of haunting, something about as long as he was around he would help us? Probably someone else can find the exact quote. That doesn’t strike me as someone in league with OSDM/Mason, who doesn’t exactly seem to be on the side of helping us (though he does claim to be saving…[Read more]

@thegilded:

Because I am also not entirely certain that ‘stopping’ them will be or should be a goal….It may well be that the best way for me to ‘win’ is to join them. To willingly, with open eyes become them, accept them and accede to their version of the ‘truth’ as it pertains to their goals or even myself.

I agree with the first, but does this actual…[Read more]

As I’m piecing together a few things myself – and I’m hesitant to post most of my thoughts, so I’ll keep quiet for now – one thing that has bugged me is Joyce’s visit to your house Bryan, and how she wanted to talk to me privately. She asked me to help her take down BOS, but she didn’t say *how*. Wouldn’t say how, actually. I asked if I could ask…[Read more]

I just need my friend back.
I don’t care about the rest.

@russell – I am so, so happy to see you posting and see your message on FB. Glad you’re ok. Please reach out if you need anything.

I can’t speak for everyone here obviously, I have no idea why some of you play or what you’re getting out of this. I can only speak for myself, why I am here. And I also know, because we have talked about it endlessly, that @bcbishop and I share similar intentions/goals in this: this is not really a game for either of us. We are both committed to…[Read more]

But isn’t what @unseenpresence is saying the same thing that Horace said to @shankfx22 back in July (I think)? “Stop and just give into the sweet embrace of our arms?”

@erisbonn – there’s something insidious about this, though.

So why not give in? Why not take what you can for yourself while they’re still ANYTHING to take?

Why not give in to all of the desire you have?

Just define it as your truth…and you’ve joined the rest of the world.

I don’t even care about the commentary on the internet or life or modern anything right now though – this is all the part of this…[Read more]

@erisbonn – hate to break it to you but even cat videos might be evil:

https://vimeo.com/69181785

@bcbishop – so “give in to all of the desire have?”
Go back to sleep Bryan.

But it’s so early…

For fuck’s sake Bryan I am still here.

@michelle – I really need you to stay in the game. :/

@nothenrygale – you may have said those things but I certainly didn’t. When I’m spending the morning *actually* upset because friends are actually upset, and I’m worried for real about where things are headed…then yeah, it’s dark.