Megan

@remrelganaps – so there is only “I” – fitting.

I’m going to hang out in the background for a bit. The constant negativity and pointless bickering and moral high-horsing and meanness is not something I have room for right now. I’d love to be a part of things but lately that just seems to be when people want to remember that I haven’t talked about…[Read more]

Two thoughts on these last two posts.

@bcbishop – …
There is something about what you wrote that fills me with dread. You and I have talked about this quite a bit but my communications with TPTB in the past 7 months have been odd. Reading this I am now at a point where I am questioning whether what very, very little interactions I’ve had with…[Read more]

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But your desires do not have to make you weak.
They can set you free.

Or…not.

Yes. Exactly. That’s exactly how I interpreted it (the 3 people).

I just have this feeling that our attention is being directed elsewhere…away from where the real stuff is happening.

a read someones account on your forums.
A story about Apples and Pears.
A lie to 9. A truth to 1. 9 will always outweigh the 1.
They have sent you on numerous dead ends.

I found this to be the most interesting part of yesterday’s session with A.

We’ve been doing this for a year now. We have forgotten so many things that happened in that time and…[Read more]

Other calls that came in:

@mkarrett – No Caller ID, heavy breathing
@coryphella – No Caller ID, silence
@lilmsfancpants – No Caller ID, gong sound
@wanda102 – Spoofed call from @creepsociety

@bruinbown – I’m not sure. I feel like we’ve heard this before. That’s the thing about this experience being a year old now. Things that happened months ago get kind of lost.

Talking to @maxzumstein and @erisbonn I gave what I’m sure is a terrible, garbled summary of Snow Crash which does a great job, I think, of explaining this. It’s been 12…[Read more]

crickets

This is the narrative discussion. Morgan, your leader, literally asked for this.

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Here are a couple of ideas I think we should abandon:

1. “The Puppy Experience.” OMG. We all know it’s not The Puppy Experience. We all know what we signed up for. Please, for the love of all things holy, stop explaining to us what it is we signed up for. Blah blah blah hearts destroyed blah. We get it. There is NOTHING wrong with wanting some…[Read more]

I am much more intrigued by @blondie‘s research and the meaning behind it than the puzzle itself. I have zero interest in following a group at this point.

…I do not over analyze.

Question less. Embrace more.

Those words were said to me in private at the very end of 2017. They’ve been stuck in my head ever since, as if my brain is telling me to ditch all my resolutions for 2018 in favor of them. I’ve gone over so much of this experience ever since the MSE. I’ve reread things I’ve written (pages and pages that have never s…[Read more]