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My only piece of advice @bcbishop and @chelsea. Don’t let fear hold you back.

I wouldn’t count on it, A.

@bcbishop I love all of this so much. Such good words.

Please, oh please, let Noah be back.

“…if you want to look past all of the distractions.”

Are the distractions intentional? Are we intentionally being distracted again, and if so, from what? New A comes in promising truth and less bullshit, and Noah comes back reminding us of old patterns. I think trusting weird, polite A could be a mistake.…[Read more]

As Morgan said when he was answering questions: Is this the OSDM? A splinter group? Something above the OSDM? I don’t know, but I choose that.

I’m playing forum catchup, and holy shit. PREACH @larry PREACH.

@wanda102 The gate kind of looks like the gates to the OOA compound….

So sorry for the delay in this! Here’s a recap of my call with Morgan from Friday.

I was told a lot of the same things as the rest of you. He said, after a rather awkward introduction, that he was going to answer questions. I asked, “What do you know that you haven’t already told us?”

M: Well, I knew about the document that got released on…[Read more]

Also, who is the OSDM outreach, and why do they want these letters intercepted?

@bcbishop “I’m being handed the keys to the fuck palace.” and “I thought I might be able to make change from the inside, but now I’m not sure I want to. The power is… intoxicating. Is that wrong?”

@pandace88 It wouldn’t be the last time we were lied to about a kid.

Oh snap, @bruinbown. That’s uh… that apparently.

“Prepare all to pull the savior from the vessel’s flesh.”

I just got a No Caller ID call.

“To each their own, and not the other.”

It sounds like we are to go to the location in our own emails.

Whoa, @wanda102 that phone call is… interesting. This feels like there are multiple things/people working here. I feel similarly to the way I felt at the MSE, like there’s a script being written and then there’s what’s happening around that script. I still have a Noah convo that needs to be written up from that night (I suck.), but this seems…[Read more]

@superstar That’s a good point. The actual dictionary definition: A ritual pouring out of wine or other liquid in honor of a deity. So maybe not a celebration specifically?

More love notes from A this morning:

My first thought is that this is not the same A. The speech pattern is very different. Why would this A think that we wouldn’t see that?

I feel like we have had so many opportunities to realize we have been lied to over and over, but we keep clinging to something that makes us feel comfortable and treating that one thing as consistent. A was kind of that thing for me. Everything was a lie, except maybe A. A’s actual involvement and motivation was unclear, but there was a pattern.…[Read more]