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MissDahliaNoir replied to the topic New users, start here! in the forum RELATIONSHIPS 7 years ago
Hi There! I know I’m showing up pretty late to the party but better late than never as I always say.
Hello All.
xoxo,
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Megan replied to the topic "You don’t get to fornicate your way out of this one.” in the forum THE SYSTEM 7 years ago
I have written and deleted many responses to this thread.
I know my responses to these questions, and they aren’t for this audience.
I have shared so much more of myself over the past few months than I ever do, normally, and I’m ripped open and raw for it. I don’t regret any of this and I knew that I was on a path to destruction, I accep…[Read more]
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Brad Ruwe started the topic Heterotopias and mirrors in the forum SPECULATION 7 years ago
In finishing Rabbits this weekend (highly recommended podcast), I listened to a bonus episode they did. In it, they read an excerpt from the October 1984 edition of Architecture Mouvement continuité. It seems to fit along with some of the mirror imagery we’ve had so far. Might have nothing to do with anything going on here, but it’s an…[Read more]
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Brad Ruwe replied to the topic "You don’t get to fornicate your way out of this one.” in the forum THE SYSTEM 7 years ago
Had some time to think about these things, and here is what I’ve taken away from this:
“How do you feel?”
When that first video dropped, I felt betrayed, I felt like a fool. I’ve trusted Morgan throughout this. When he gave me my task to meet with someone in the community, I put a lot of trust in him. As the week went on, I felt more that I was…[Read more]
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superstar posted an update 7 years ago
What do I want? To be free. What do I need? To let go.
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Lawrence Meyers started the topic IN MEMORIUM: THE OOA in the forum SIGHTINGS 7 years ago
Images courtesy of Andrew Kasch, Addison Born, Terence Leclere and….?
NEVER FORGET
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Unseen Presence posted an update 7 years ago
“Lust is to the other passions what the nervous fluid is to life; it supports them all, lends strength to them all ambition, cruelty, avarice, revenge, are all founded on lust.” — Maquis de Sade
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Unseen Presence replied to the topic "You don’t get to fornicate your way out of this one.” in the forum THE SYSTEM 7 years ago
I’m not even certain that I qualify to answer these questions, given that I’ve only recently started engaging. But nevertheless…
What I learned:
1) I should have gotten involved earlier. Simple, there.
What I really mean is that I shouldn’t have stayed a silent observer for so long. I watched as a voyeur, interested from an intellectual…[Read more]
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Lawrence Meyers replied to the topic "You don’t get to fornicate your way out of this one.” in the forum THE SYSTEM 7 years ago
What did I learn? What did I feel?
1) To trust my gut instinct.
It seems that lesson needs to be learned over and over again. We never had a shred of evidence that anything which happened after The System Seminar was real, I knew it, but I didn’t stand fast to that opinion.2) I’m more susceptible to emotional manipulation than I…[Read more]
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angela became a registered member 7 years ago
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Kyle Bown posted an update 7 years ago
I just really want to sit down and talk to Horace…
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Megan posted an update 7 years ago
I’m not interested in being saved. I never was.
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Lawrence Meyers posted an update 7 years ago
Consciousness isn’t a journey upward, but a journey inward. Not a pyramid, but a maze. Every choice could bring you closer to the center or send you spiraling to the edges, to madness.
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Kyle Bown replied to the topic Where does everyone fit in the equation? What does this equal to? in the forum SPECULATION 7 years ago
@daela
Because Horace was still getting his readings. no one was running away from Lust, and Horace didn’t give two fucks. Or did give two fucks. Or gave his last two fucks. The joke is still a little grammatically unclear to me. -
Russell posted an update 7 years ago
“Maybe you made friends. Maybe you made enemies. Some of you rat bastards even made friends of your enemies and enemies of your friends.” – Noah S.
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Lauren Bello replied to the topic Where does everyone fit in the equation? What does this equal to? in the forum SPECULATION 7 years ago
My current theory is that everything from the Prologue through Chapter 3 was real. Genuinely part of the OSDM’s Lust Experience, OR genuinely people going off the rails.
– Noah really was spiraling.
– iConfidant really was a ploy by the OSDM to collect our data.
– The Midnight Commission really was an independent rebellion against the OSDM,…[Read more] - Load More
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