Maddyxxx

Wow @maddyxxx that was amazing..

Here’s mine.. super short and not nearly as heavy as Noah’s: https://www.periscope.tv/w/1yNGamRjgqNGj

@maddyxxx Thank you for this. Really, thank you.

@maddyxxx thanks for making me come to terms with this.

https://www.periscope.tv/w/1lDGLkeZDoQKm

I’m putting those surfboards up on craigslist tonight.

@maddyxxx
https://www.periscope.tv/w/1ypKdlnDVZLKW

Made myself sad before bed. 🙁

@maddyxxx – https://www.periscope.tv/w/1yNxamRorrvxj
Hope you enjoyed it as much as I did.

Alright, @maddyxxx. I did it.

https://www.periscope.tv/KyleBown/1DXxyOZwgRVGM

Someone will have to tell me if it’s good enough. I’m not sure I expressed myself well, and I fear I rambled a lot. So, if it doesn’t feel like enough, someone tell me and I’ll have another go at it.

Whew… that was not easy.

@maddyxxx good start. I see we have the whip… Fuck me indeed. I like it. As for the rest, can you prove it? Are these beliefs you hold so very tightly to facts?

“I am in control of my life to an extent that it exhausts me.” Can both of those things actually be true at the same time? You tell me.

From here on out let’s make a periscope,…[Read more]

This was a little more challenging than I think I expected.

Been talking about this particular thing I hate a lot lately – either in therapy, or with friends, or with my wife. Fear of failure –> self-sabotage –> increasingly devalued sense of self worth despite the good things in one’s life –> more fear of failure.

It’s a fucked up loop, but…[Read more]

@maddyxxx – No, it’s not that simple, and that’s not how it fucking works.

I am not asking you to fix me at all. I never once said that.

You do it, own it, you live in it and make it your fucking bitch. The end.

I believe that’s what I just said I did. I am in no fucking way admitting defeat. Coming to a point in life where moving forward and…[Read more]

Well, I just woke up to a periscope of a friend I care about sharing a deeply personal and troubling insecurity. What a *fun* task! >:-(

@kevin That was poignant and brave of you but I wish you hadn’t been asked to do that. Just know that you don’t have to please anyone but yourself. Your friends will accept you for who you are AS IS.

@maddyxxx…[Read more]

Well that was a blast. You guys are going to have a lot of fun today.

Hope you enjoyed it @maddyxxx, I definitely didn’t. Maybe it does feel better on some level to admit it to people who aren’t myself though. And at the very least I won’t carry around the worry of doing that all day.

Periscope here:
https://www.periscope.tv/gossettkevin/1jMJgPnNyLwxL

This…this makes me extremely uncomfortable. To say these things out loud, to acknowledge them. But, like @maddyxxx so colorfully pointed out, these are the things that have power over us, and naming them out loud can be the first step to taking away that power. I might cry, but I’m in.

I recall a certain interrogation room in a certain warehouse somewhere — where we either were asked this question already, or asked it of someone else. Maybe it was all a dream, but…

We answered then, in front of two strangers.

So we’ve done this already. We can do it again. IT ISN’T ANY DIFFERENT.

I’m with @maddyxxx on this one.

Never…[Read more]

Actually, I went back and had more cottage cheese. Not so bad, after all.
And Planty LOVES broccoli!

But I think @nothenrygale came up short.

@winstonsmith and I were talking on another thread about those who see one thing as incontrovertible truth find that others think they are fucking crazy. But if one’s long-held perspectives, based on…[Read more]

Since @maddyxxx isn’t here to expound some deeper meaning behind his task now that we’ve (mostly) all partaken in his task, I’ll follow @larry that what he wrote is likely exactly the “deeper meaning” behind this. Yes Noah wanted us to re-evaluate our past thoughts and feelings. But guess what, MANY of us still hate those food and drink items. I…[Read more]

Aww, look at @maddyxxx having a perfectly reasonable idea! I ain’t gonna make a video, but I can definitely confirm that mustard is still an abomination. One spoon, Gulden’s spicy brown mustard, I’d have to give it a pretty solid F. I can’t taste anything good that might be hiding behind that sea of vinegar.

Since everyone is tellin’ stories,…[Read more]

@maddyxxx

Now I have to ask:

What food/drink do you dislike the most?

P.S. want some grapefruit juice?

@sfire8 I’m sorry you went thru that – I had a similar experience during childhood but for different reasons with different causes. But the long-lasting wounds are the same and I won’t attempt to diminish what you put yourself thru today *all the hugs*

What I will do however is diminish the asshat behind what you did today. And @maddyxxx, feel…[Read more]

Children and pets and tomatoes.

https://www.periscope.tv/w/1gqGvOAykEwJB

My peace offerning to you, @maddyxxx

And for the love of god, there’s nothing, NOTHING to watch past 2:30.

Oh god damnit @maddyxxx

https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFpTQDFlZGpubGJPR3hRb2d8MVlxSkRSbHFnV09LVp7F35DgHTUWuayqyyk73pytFLySK_hKjUVlMIiIip8H

Ketchup still smells, THAT hasn’t changed.