Maddyxxx

The last three days have been about empowering us as individuals. Tackling things we fear physically, tackling things we fear emotionally, and turning that ownership into self-actualization. “NO WRONG ANSWERS!” and “Just say WHAT YOUR HEART AND MIND NEEDS TO SAY.” These are calls to action for an individualist mandate, where we don’t answer to…[Read more]

I, too, am sticking to thinking it is Horace, since that man is the devil’s ballsack.

Also, if we are talking about @daela‘s points, @maddyxxx most definitely has two extreme opposite versions of himself that he is juggling. Which one is he fighting against when he speaks about it applying to himself as an individual? Regardless of which one he…[Read more]

So, @maddyxxx, I think I did the whole assignment wrong. Not the food part but the rest.

I do ride the short bus sometimes.

Some of the shit you say to me really bothers me – accusing me of doing things halfway or being mediocre – because that’s exactly how I think I am, and I do hate myself for it. I just had to take 24 hours to work through…[Read more]

Gotta admit, you’re winning me over here, @maddyxxx. ‘Cause, frankly, I prefer the “gingham-shirt-wearing-Slack-talking-Noah” over the “suit-wearing-abusive-Don’t-Give-a-Fuck Noah”. And, if I can help bring Noah #1 back, this garbage person’s on board, ya big goofball.

10 seconds starts now:

1) I will pay attention to the people in my life who care about and value me for who I am.

2) I will give two shits on a ginger biscuit about anyone who makes me feel “less than”.

3) I will Periscope and social-media-fy myself only when and IF I am comfortable doing so.
(Today, I am not comfortable doing so. So, deal with…[Read more]

@maddyxxx I wasn’t thinking I just wake up late. Here’s mine:

https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFySzDFkdktPcldMWVBnUVh8MWRqR1hMd1p3b1hHWpq0Bya_-ljS6_k-SlV-R75Jvt7z7Se4u5jUqsq-14Nr

I kinda covered the mic on accident so I hope you can still hear me..

@maddyxxx here ya go, sunshine!!

https://www.pscp.tv/w/1ZkJzOvneBrxv

@maddyxxx I think it matters all to much… Check your messages 😉 And here is my 10 Seconds

https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFyDRTFlUkt4cW1YcUx3and8MWRqeFhMd0VkV3l4Wl7uRl35HgKCyZnYGJfeRSmu2M_7xkbBRU9kwypL2FMB

Wow, @maddyxxx must have important plans this afternoon, he’s awfully testy this early in the morning.

I was at the gym, so not going to apologize if this didn’t come in quite as quickly as you had hoped:
https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFyCqzF3QkVBSmRrcnBaUVB8MXpxS1ZScE5NTW5LQtUjPOuwShisiE_uZM8EuoHqyTv0JzqmRmOXCA73u1A6

@maddyxxx No offense boo

https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFx-xzFEWUVYa052bVpHamd8MU1ZeE5YQk9CTG5HdxYyGBkWsax7M6005LzeR_6Jw0vTnrOn4X7arMgZwb6Z

So for those of you that don’t know me, I was an original Tension participant. I haven’t been too active on the Lust forums, but I found this particular activity to be very inspiring and thought-provoking. I would like to get to know more of you, so I typed up some responses to the posts today. Please don’t take offense to any variations in length…[Read more]

@maddyxxx I know you watched but here it is, public and raw.

https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFvA4TFlUkt4cW1YcUx3and8MVJER2xtd01wUE9KTMWD6KLrGisakrj_69SqSrEZGQcVy37dxANhnlQt0ZRH

Well, here we go. Hope you enjoy it, @maddyxxx.

@maddyxxx You might feel like you’re not human anymore, but your actions speak volumes.

Underneath every troubled person who declares that they’re “damaged” is at least a spark of humanity. And I think you have more than you let on.

Alright, fuck it. @maddyxxx you were right in one regard to my earlier task. I do have to deal with a lot of shame built up over my lifetime.

https://www.periscope.tv/NotHenryGale/1lPJqwzQRjYKb

@maddyxxx really pulling those strings today. Let me tell you all how garbage I feel sometimes. Let’s do it together.

https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFtlXDF4ZUVXeEpaTHFBUVB8MURYeHlPWkJYcExHTf5CVZTbXeuUsc0Mmzg6XLjptXL4LTv4wp1SzcHHmOyq

Way to own it, @maddyxxx. Thank you for this.

Dear @maddyxxx
The man I want you to be is someone that continues to try being human even if you fail. Someone that understands your darkness but tries in spite of that.
That’s all.

My video will come tonight.

@maddyxxx It’s good to see this side of you: raw and vulnerable. I’ll be periscoping tonight just as raw and vulnerable… and hopefully just as confident as you were

@maddyxxx Damn, dude…that was genuine. Why do you pretend to enjoy the man you are? For who’s benefit are you pretending? Why not be the man you would enjoy being?