Lauren Bello

Here’s what happened from the garbage seats!

Before the Show

When we arrived shortly before 6pm, we were told to stand in line and face the wall. The woman instructing us spoke in a loud, slightly irritated voice. This was a character I’d never seen before, an Asian woman. I didn’t hear her identified by name.

They began letting us in, one o…[Read more]

I think my personal theory is a spin-off of this one. Les Huit was a goth who was brainwashed using the helmet or some other form of trauma into playing the part of Les Huit. Noah was Levi, a more caring and gingham shirt-wearing guy who was brainwashed using the helmet or some other form of trauma into playing the part of Noah. The OSDM wanted…[Read more]

In those pages of the leaked performer contract, it mentions that every performer needs to attend at minimum 3 system events. That itself leads me to think the system is meant to make performers and whoever more easy to control by Horace and the OSDM. But now Noah is legit doing what it’s advertised as, empowering people.

Oh, interesting.

If N…[Read more]

More thoughts…

Noah’s shifts back and forth lately have reminded me of “Addison” last year when she was being subjected to the Helmet by ~Four. Sometimes she would be calmly spouting OOA jargon, sometimes she would be anguished and full of yearning.

4) By “made me this way,” is Noah referring to the helmet or another brainwashing ritual?

5)…[Read more]

Thoughts:

1) He specifically said “the PERSON who made me this way”. That makes me think it’s not the Creators, it’s a single person. Most obvious guess is Horace, but could be more meta than that.

2) What way, exactly? We’ve seen a few different versions of Noah. Vulnerable weary gingham shirt Noah. Shouty suit Noah telling us that the…[Read more]

HCDI (sp?)

Dammit why do you keep making me like you.

@tiffany223 Only you would take the time to write personal responses to everyone. You always make people feel special. Love your beautiful soul. <3

@maddyxxx No offense boo

https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFx-xzFEWUVYa052bVpHamd8MU1ZeE5YQk9CTG5HdxYyGBkWsax7M6005LzeR_6Jw0vTnrOn4X7arMgZwb6Z

Just when I was congratulating myself for successfully staying off-camera for every System challenge…couldn’t dodge this one.

First Periscope ever:

https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFtFcjFEWUVYa052bVpHamd8MU93R1dvcGxNUGpHUb4tIwKCyX1kDC8On82juuLeHXt_Ugo4KC441ehV8lp1

Ugh, really, Noah?

It was tough for me to think of something because in the past few years I’ve already been revisiting foods I hated as a child (fish, plantains…). Often they weren’t anything like what I remembered.

Eventually I decided on a Tootsie Roll…haven’t had one of these in 20+ years. The only time I had one as a child, I threw up. Everything about…[Read more]

In regards to this, you have already pointed out the possible connections to the actors / brainwashed people. But what if this also relates to us? We’ve always seen this as just a theater thing. To consider this may actually be happening this time around can seem “wrong” to people because we’ve been sitting in the damn cage this whole time.

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I have to adopt a stance, going through this world, that OSDM, as the presenters of this Experience, are one step ahead of every one of us. I’d be doing a disservice to think otherwise.

I think that 9 out of 10 times, they are.

The thing is, we’ve always said that nobody is going to “win” this game. Nobody will escape without being b…[Read more]

She knew what she was doing. And she knew what BOS would do.

Didn’t she freak out on Bryan and Megan and demand to know if they’d known about TMC being BOS? She seemed pretty blindsided that night.

A few updates for the transcript:

POS?: You! You there! Do not look away at the two bodies in front of you. They’re connected- inside and out. The procreate here for a purpose much greater than you can possibly grasp.
Cynthia: What is this?
SPOS?: Bring her forward.

Between “much greater than you can possibly grasp” and “Bring her forward,” t…[Read more]

Listening to this recording…do you think there’s a reason why the driver changes the music so often when they’re in the car? One song is interrupted after a minute, one is interrupted after five seconds or so…none of the songs ever seem to finish before we’re rushed into the next song.

We got you @blondie! You’re right, odds are high that it’s a trap of some sort. It’s a tough balance for us all to strike, for ALL factions – following the leads we’re given without being too gullible. I think we’re all getting better at it with practice.

@addisonborn Yup – this is why I vote for continuing to believe those who claim to seek our help.

To quote a Megan Amram tweet, “Would you rather: accidentally help a villain, or accidentally punish an innocent? Your answer defines all your political beliefs” what faction you’re in. I think this is one of the fundamental differences between…[Read more]

On the subject of whether or not the Hostess truly needs our help…

We’ve spoken a lot about the boy who cried wolf. I wonder if crying wolf is a desensitizing tactic of the OSDM.

Tom asked for us to help Addison by giving her Cat Bear. If all he needed was for someone to “trigger” her, he could have given Cat Bear to her directly: he had hir…[Read more]

I agree with Erzen, this is the New Moon ritual. Note the name of the file: 7-24-17b.mp4. The New Moon was on 7/23/17. If this recording were made after midnight that night, that would explain the date.

A reminder of what happened that night, according to Instagram: “The New moon brought with it New life.” Was something conceived during this…[Read more]