Candace

Or in the immortal words of John Mason, “Losers always whine about their best, winners go home and fuck the prom queen.” Which actually sounds like something Noah would say.

I think this goes towards a common instinct in a lot of people (myself included) to look for excuses or complain about the circumstances when you fail at something. That’s…[Read more]

Got my call. Was working from home today so I could actually hear him this time, for the most part. Paraphrased (poorly) below:

Sean: Noah!”
Noah: (Mockingly, referring to my earlier answer) I’m afraid that people will know who I am and I’ll need to be motivating/funny/entertaining in order to get people to like me… Hell of a post there, and a…[Read more]

“Going theory that feels pretty damnn good.”

Exactly why you shouldn’t trust it, @thebuz. 😉

Just my two cents, but this message from Noah reads much more like him simply highlighting to @pandace88 that she gained power by taking ownership of this situation. As I was positing yesterday, it’s about legitimate self-realization.

An army (and who…[Read more]

@pandace88 So freaking proud of you. Good job. I’m not sure I would be able to send a message like that that wasn’t laced with sarcasm and Fuck You’s. I hope that you can really let that go!

I’m agreeing with @kevin that all three of these seem like mirrors. Call someone who hurt you, call someone who impacted you, what’s going on inside that…[Read more]

Not to take away from what everyone did. I think it’s all super badass (I just don’t know if Noah, as much as I like him, deserves this credit—you guys do!!). Shame, imposter syndrome, it all holds us back in ways that are so deep, at a certain point it’s hard to trace. Congratulation to @thegilded and @pandace88 for coming head to head with…[Read more]

My heart is bursting… And I am totally not crying… @pandace88 is crying! 😉 Seriously though, @daela I am shocked that Noah actually found a way to soften you towards him. I’m sure you still don’t like him, but holy wow did he make an impact with your call. @thegilded I read your FB post before I even knew this was the reason, and was confused…[Read more]

Awe! I’m so proud of everyone and their individual journey! I love it when art is actually catharsis. This whole thing feels so…Wholesome. I luv it.

Very proud of @thegilded @pandace88 @daela of (suddenly and haphazardly) taking their time and energy to do these challenges. Even if it’s still some crazy emotion farming, ‘they’ can have all of…[Read more]

First, @thebuz, I’m sorry for shoving you into that locker.

Having just returned from (where else?) my analyst, here’s everyone’s favorite Jungian interpretation.

Jung talked about “complexes” in the psyche — “pattern of emotions, memories, perceptions, and wishes in the personal unconscious organized around a common theme.” For example, if…[Read more]

@pandace88 That’s such a wonderful reply. Proud of you!

@daela‘s call and @pandace88‘s tasks were almost mirror images of each other. Contact someone who’s had an impact on your life (one positive, one negative), think about how that affected you, and then contact them.

@thegilded‘s is a more personal, internal version. Consider how you’ve impacted your own life (I guess you could consider fear a…[Read more]

Wow, these tasks are certainly interesting. @daela @thegilded @pandace88 – I already rate you all very highly as good people and while I don’t think you need “improving”, I know you will take on these tasks with great bravery and characteristic strength ❤

@kingkill33

You either got it or you don’t, there’s a craft to being an Grade A doucebag.

Perhaps, but if so there’d be no reason for The System in the first place.

What Noah appears to be creating is a self-actualization course, but instead of the high-five positivity end result we’re used to seeing, the ultimate end game is designed to tur…[Read more]

@thegilded – were you given any other parameters, like the post has to be set to public?

did any of these tasks for the three of you have any kind of significance other than the obvious (that you wouldn’t mind sharing)? I’m asking because these just don’t seem on par with the last two in terms of difficulty. @pandace88‘s is definitely the hardest…[Read more]

See, this just adds further confusion to my “task”.

@chelsea – “Open up to some strangers!”
@daela – “Call someone who made an impact on your life”
@thegilded – “Make a FB post about tackling a fear”
@pandace88 – “Reach out to someone who hurt you”

“Brad, go buy some dirty magazines”

All the other tasks genuinely have a positive outcome that…[Read more]

@pandace88

I think the lessons are two fold.

1. Good PR is good PR. The System Saves. Looks good on paper. But like fart too many charitable acts by those in the public spotlight, The System can publicly do one thing and privately stand for something different. Think of the politician that goes to a children’s hospital before cutting it’s…[Read more]

@pandace88 there is the idea though that a lot of these things exist by design to keep us powerless. Whether that’s the small amounts of sugar added to EVERYTHING in order to keep our bodies addicted to it, or the way we are manipulated subtly by television and internet content into voting or buying preferences, how entire groups of people can be…[Read more]

@pandace88 Yeah. Fucking winner here!

@pineapple It wasn’t his wording but the way he listed stuff off and had the impression I’m well adjusted. Never got into deep stuff with the iConfidant. He’d have that impression. Also my iConfidant and I did talk about if I’d marry my girlfriend.

@lilmsfancpants Yeah. @maddyxxx was the name of an image…[Read more]

@pandace88 East coast! Connecticut, to be exact. So not international, but far enough where a drive is kinda out of the question.

Woo! Our company is going to be great in the dumpster!
♡@pandace88, @kevin, @superstar, @kingkill33 and everyone else!
#BottomTierBecauseTheStruggleIsRealButTheMotivationIsSincere

@pandace88 The interesting thing here is Noah’s toast to The Resistance last night. “Team Sinclair” is one thing, but maybe “Team (NOAH) Sinclair” may be something different.

Noah, you made me nervous as fuck last night, as you and @chelsea noticed. Let’s fucking dance. I’m willing to hear what you have to say.