Candace

Since this all started I have been desperately trying to connect to someone or something but I really don’t seem to care when it really comes down to it. I see alot of you with your passionate responses and emotions fueling your decisions and I just don’t feel it. I want to. I’ve tried to act like I really care about one cause or the other but…[Read more]

“New Orleans mask from hell…and another man’s blood soaked penis in hand…” idk but that sounds like good times to me..just saying…

Baby faced kid in suit = Andy?

Wowwww…so John’s an asshole and doesn’t know how to proofread before hitting post..

RIP sweet Otis..

I will be there 💖

LMFAO!! Damn he has us down perfect 😂😂😂 gross

Hang in there @joycecarlberg you’re not alone. Don’t give up

“Force” wow…

Am I correct that Jaime is Mason? Sorry been absent.

Oh shoot save the date!!

Erika responded to let me know she’s OK and that she’s a littLe weirded out by this whole Mason thing cause she’s not trying to really get involved with tension right now. She thanked me for checking and said she’s not at liberty to say anything about the retreats (I asked her if she attended so I’ll take that as a yes).

I reached out to Erika and Don Appleby. Don responded to me saying he has not been contacted by Mason and asked if I knew what he wanted. I told him what I knew and that I was just glad he was OK and to be careful. (I’m not sure if he is at all aware of anything going on in LUST…but I wanted to give him a heads up that tension actors were…[Read more]

Wait..Erika has been dragged into this?! My handler 😍 the reason I got sucked into tension to begin with 😍..I have to say I’m excited to see her name on the forums 💖. ..

If they can perhaps ruin The Experience’s reputation they will begin stripping it of its power. @masons72 was very adamant about reputation being a big deal..?

Well this Briarberg Foundation..whoever they are..is clearly trying to build a case against tension/lust. Sounds like they’re trying to take ’em to court. Make them pay? Someone trying to screw someone out of money/power/prestige…??

@larry Sarah tonight was completely different from the focus group. At the focus group she was confident and had her shit together. Tonight she was timid and afraid to even speak. She was unsure of herself and what to say. She sounded robotic and it was clear that Hovering Horace holds her leash tight. Maybe Sarah used to be a little bitchy and…[Read more]

Andy had the best quotes of the night I’d say:

“That which I believed was defining me was actually killing me” –@confuseddude

“Noah Sinclair taught me how to FUCK!” –@confuseddude

@maddyxxx I wasn’t thinking I just wake up late. Here’s mine:

https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFySzDFkdktPcldMWVBnUVh8MWRqR1hMd1p3b1hHWpq0Bya_-ljS6_k-SlV-R75Jvt7z7Se4u5jUqsq-14Nr

I kinda covered the mic on accident so I hope you can still hear me..

Here’s mine.

https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFt0VDFkdktPcldMWVBnUVh8MU1ZeE5YQlJkWG5Hd5ynFMZYmhFXNCZyRD8wY17kiz0SbS2QnqB-73u5KDd3

OMG @daela that’s a good one!! Tootsie rolls are NASTY! but I also haven’t had one in 20+ years..oh well thank God I’m already done for the day lol next time

@maddyxxx thank you for continuing to push me to do the things I am afraid of. The only limits are the ones I set for myself. Trying to get out of my own way. I understand the point of this and I appreciate it!