Brad Ruwe

Welp, just got my refund for The System. Guess I’m officially out now.

Some of you will get a kick out of the note attached with the refund:

“Sometimes Porn is for more than jacking off.”

@kasch I feel like “analogies that don’t quite fit” has been the deal of the day today, on both sides.

Noah isn’t going “Ya gotta shot at the prize”, he’s going “I don’t give a fuck about you”. He’s not a trainer, he’s not a coach, he’s a part of a machine that’s using us for data. I’m ALL down for being pushed, for having an outside motivation.…[Read more]

To be fair @winstonsmith, this wasn’t an instruction to stand in the middle of the street. It was an instruction to buy dirty mags. Was I in danger with this task? Not at all. Was it truly meant to help me? Maybe, but I don’t see how. Was it a power play to make me a pawn to the OSDM? More likely.

If what I did today was a “mistake” I take full…[Read more]

Follow up, since I took another look at my answer to “Why are you a failure” question on my ticket.

“Giving in to people and organizations I find reprehensible.”

I didn’t give in to Noah. I didn’t give in to The System.

Hell, maybe I’m not a “failure” in life after all.

Interesting part of Noah’s “interview” here:

Interviewer: What is that you want?
Noah: Ultimately, respect.

Interviewer: And you’re willing to…
Noah: Anything up to and including complete and total destruction of the status quo.

Let’s review, shall we? Person after person get a call from Noah Sinclair. Person after person follows through wit…[Read more]

@kasch I get that. Tension truly was a life altering experience. The thing is here is that a few things went through my head while I was waiting.

1) Dirty mags aren’t my shame. You’re gonna have to dig deeper to get to my shame Noah.
2) Fuck The System.
3) How does buying dirty mags help me at all? For a “self help” guru I fail to see how that…[Read more]

@sfire8 True. I’m absolutely open to new experiences. What I’m not open to is doing things because some slick dressed guy in a suit tells me to. Buying a dirty mag isn’t going to help me with my shame. This was not to help better myself, this was a power play. And @maddyxxx…

You know that whip that was dropped the other night? Guess who’s…[Read more]

Burn. It. Down. I’m ready for war.

I won’t be a pawn for your little system. I will not be a toy for your amusement.

This ends today.

BOS

@maddyxxx Awww, poor Noah, wanted a room full of obedient, compliant toys to play with? Sorry, I don’t roll that way.

You said my accomplishments were little. What’s a bigger accomplishment, buying a dirty mag, or standing up to Noah Fucking Sinclair?

Fuck you any the system you rode in on.

Before I head out, Noah basically gave me shit about all my “puffing out my chest”, calling all of my achievements “little” and of course gave me shit about the logo animation. Told me he thinks he can help me. That all this comes from a place of shame. That it’s deeply rooted in me. Told me to be at a convenience store in the next 60 minutes (so…[Read more]

Hey Noah, I played a little something for ya. Fuck The System.

Hey Noah, this song is for you. #TheLustExperience @thelustexperience

A post shared by Brad Ruwe (@nothenrygale) on Jul 26, 2017 at 9:24pm PDT

@meghanmayhem Same here. Noah’s been (for the most part) keeping in line with The System lately. Makes sense that he’d be getting frustrated not being able to be himself for this long.

@kortneydarling OMG THIS IS WONDERFUL.

It could also be Noah poking fun at @joycecarlberg being “old school”. Back in the 80’s the cheesy sitcom was all the rage. They were everywhere. NOW, it’s all reality tv. That might’ve been a message that she represents the old way of thinking and doing things, while he’s looking to live in the now.

@kipsie Oh man that video is wonderful.

Oh FFS that show concept…

…is not the worst reality show concept I’ve seen. Which isn’t saying much.

Yeah, ABSOLUTELY not Noah. Not sure what to think. Def not the usual TMC voice either.