Lauren Bello

E M O T I O N R E A D I E S H I S R I S I N G

O D S M L I E S T O T E L L T R U T H

I’m curious to hear from some more moderates! @superstar @theladyj @wintermute @lilmsfancpants @shankfx22 @erisbonn @izryn … you all come to mind. Where are you leaning right now? (You don’t have to say! Just curious.)

Honesty time!

Last year, I had a few reasons for being Old BOS, some of which weren’t great, and many of which no longer apply.

1) I believed that Old BOS would allow me to be more “myself”. I just couldn’t do the OOA thing. I tried. I think I typed “Glory be!” once, and getting through those seven letters unironically was torture. I…[Read more]

@Bcbishop practically served her up on a silver platter with his fawning and his T-shirts.

I…are you saying that if we dare to like anyone, we are putting them in harm’s way, @larry ? I’m not sure I follow.

The last time we heard from Sabrina was, I believe, when she posted as THE RED ROOM GIRL threatening to leak secrets if she wasn’t allowed to speak to Remy. Then Remy spoke to her and irritatedly described it to Gordon as a “shriekfest”. Gordon warned Remy that it was best to keep her happy because she knows a lot.

She told us at the iConfidant…[Read more]

Wow, I’m disappointed in Sabrina. Why would she promote Mason’s narrative that way? Why give his twisted ideas of blame even more of a platform?

My only guess is that she wants to frighten us away from listening to any anti-OSDM voice again, ever.

It’s not going to work.

Current conversation in Slack:

Who posted this message, and who was it directed toward?

1) Mason, toward BOS
2) OSDM, toward Briarberg
3) TPTB, toward us participants
4) OSDM, toward all factions (suggesting that they have someone keeping all houses in order)

Personally, I’m leaning toward (3) at the moment.

And I just typed out “toward” so…[Read more]

If you search “from:sidisvendergood” on Slack, you can see everything he’s posted. He was particularly active on August 31, which is interesting. He also just “hearted” a post of mine on Slack. So far, nothing to indicate that he’s not a normal participant except the name “Jack,” which isn’t an uncommon name. Jack, care to comment?

A hint that we’ll see Sabrina at the midseason event, maybe?

Also, for context for the timeline above, September 1 was when he attacked Joyce. And on September 5, the Lust FB posted their “10 days” poster, which seems like an OSDM reminder. It is possible that Mason took over the FB account and the Slack account after the “10 days” poster went up.

What’s interesting, though, is that Mason told Hannah that he had access BEFORE he “became” A, right? He could have been logging on under a different username, or he could have been logging onto the A account without posting.

If we put together a timeline, Mason and A spoke to one another on Slack on August 25. I believe that Mason’s account…[Read more]

In this timeline, where does the “A & Mason” “ring ring” exchange fall?

I honestly don’t know if Mason thought this through. We know that he tried the helmet on and was changed…he said it opened up something different within him. Everything with Joyce points to him being deranged and unstable. Perhaps looking for reasonable motives isn’t going to serve us as well as looking at his frazzled and aggressive frame of mind.

Some burning questions from Slack:

1) Was it the OSDM who ordered the killing/cleansing of the OOA compound and release of Sabrina, or was it Michelle? Michelle was working with “Jack” at the time, presumably Mason/Briarberg Foundation. She had fallen out of favor with Horace, as seen in an email leak. And at the event she mocked the OSDM…[Read more]

I don’t know who would fuck Mason AND have the kid.

You raise an interesting point.

To speculate wildly, maybe the kid was the result of an OSDM conception ritual. Or, at least, wasn’t conceived in your average normal-world way/context. Not sure how marriage and bloodlines always work in the OSDM, but we’ve certainly seen that they’re not o…[Read more]

@bcbishop – Totally on the same page <3

It’s absolutely fair game to debate about her, or despise her, and I don’t think I ever argued to the contrary.

@bcbishop – Oops, I was probably the one who wasn’t clear. My point was that I think we are in complete agreement on Joyce, at least in this regard. <3 And plenty of BOS members feel the same way. That’s why I pulled those BOS quo…[Read more]

I’ve especially learned I shouldn’t expect a whole lot of decorum or baseline empathy from Team BOS. Y’all seem to think it’s hilarious to poke people that actually make themselves vulnerable.

@bcbishop – I have a few thoughts on this.

Joyce – victim, abuser, or both?

I too have seen sentiments that Joyce either 1) deserved what she got, or…[Read more]