Megan

For some reason this is reminding me of what Horace said about the fire burning away…something? That which we were?

I’m going to stick with my guess that’s Horace, but I do think your theory is really interesting (I love meta).

So, @maddyxxx, I think I did the whole assignment wrong. Not the food part but the rest.

I do ride the short bus sometimes.

Some of the shit you say to me really bothers me – accusing me of doing things halfway or being mediocre – because that’s exactly how I think I am, and I do hate myself for it. I just had to take 24 hours to work through…[Read more]

10 seconds. And I fucking fought myself on this.
https://www.periscope.tv/meganreilly/1lDxLkemRnQJm

https://www.periscope.tv/meganreilly/1LyGBElmNVoKN?

https://www.periscope.tv/meganreilly/1dRKZnVypBAKB?

Me, at the absolute height of all my drunken powers.
These will be gone in 24 hours so enjoy while they last.

And it’s coming down in 24 hours.

@maddyxxx – https://www.periscope.tv/w/1yNxamRorrvxj
Hope you enjoyed it as much as I did.

@maddyxxx – No, it’s not that simple, and that’s not how it fucking works.

I am not asking you to fix me at all. I never once said that.

You do it, own it, you live in it and make it your fucking bitch. The end.

I believe that’s what I just said I did. I am in no fucking way admitting defeat. Coming to a point in life where moving forward and…[Read more]

@sfire8 you are awesome. and gorgeous.

I don’t think I did this in the warehouse but I’ve done it plenty of times in various inappropriate places.

It’s utterly naive for me to think that there’s any way out of how I feel about myself at this point. I think at some point you’re allowed to stop and say “you know, I’ve been fighting this fight for 20+ years and have gotten nowhere, but…[Read more]

Jesus fucking christ, are you kidding me?
That will take all night.

Very few, if any, came out of this with a changed perception.

Speak for yourself. I ate sheep organs. And after I finished that scotch had 2 more.

I’m ondrink 4 and the bartender won’t play David Bowie

This came with me being forced to talk with an authentic Scotsman too.

https://www.pscp.tv/w/bFoZqDF4ZUVXeGx5eHJwUVB8MW1ueGVtd2xaREV4WA6bMHzkw4GBAn7-DkycnfrpcLM-ahEoGY-yLQ4NxN1F

@maddyxxx – tell you what. We’re about to head out to 56 North. They have haggis. I’ll eat that and drink the most un-Megany whiskey there is and you can laugh at the face I make. That’s all I’ve got tonight.

OMG.
Does haggis count? Because I really was NOT going to eat it.

This isn’t theatre.

You’re right. It’s toothpaste.

It’s most definitely *not* therapy and I would caution anyone who thinks that it *is* against that. One of the biggest ethical problems immersive theatre faces is that people confuse it for therapy when it’s flat out not, and it’s created by people with no background or training in therapy a…[Read more]

@larry, right now, I love you so goddamn much.

This scene, when it aired, is what got my friends (and fucking Steve Peters) calling me the Man in Black. And eventually led to that last article I wrote on Tension being named what it was (not my doing, because by then Travis was in the hospital).

So, yes, this. THIS. So much this.

The world out…[Read more]

I’m with @blondie and @bcbishop and @wanda102. No surprise there.

We’ve been told over and over – there is no more out of game. There are no more walls. Sometimes we’ve been told this en masse on these forums and sometimes in private conversations but regardless when do we start listening? We are being tricked into believing there is a fiction,…[Read more]

@brianamatopoeia – we gave them SOME information on those questionnaires, but depending on who you talk to, they seem to have information on some of us that we *didn’t* give them.

They DO have files on us. It’s what’s in those files and how they got that info that’s up for debate, IMO. I have seen nothing that suggests they have anything on me…[Read more]