July 25, 2017 at 10:16 am #20388
This morning I received a phone call from a 555-555-5555 number. It did not come up as “blocked caller” like so many have reported in the past. When I answered, a distorted voice spoke to me. There was vigor in his tone. I can only assume it was Noah, though I’m not sure why he needed to mask his voice.
Anyway, I have made it very clear on the forum and privately in my correspondence with Noah that I am in dire straits when it comes to my poor excuse of a career. I am lost and have been lost for nearly a decade. Today’s phone call has ignited something inside me. He had me focus on my end goal. He made me visualize it — and though I have tried this in the past, today I could actually see it. I could see myself as a success.
He then had me put my family, my friends, everyone I know and don’t know into a white box in my mind. I did that. It’s such a simple exercise… something that first seems pointless and empty. But you know what? It made me realize that those people are already in a white box. They are living their lives, I am living mine… Nothing I do will change the fact that they’re in a box, so I shouldn’t allow fear of failure, or embarrassment or other people’s thoughts prevent me from taking what’s mine. What all my hard work deserves.
He then asked what the first step is that I need to take to reach that ultimate goal. I told him. Then he yelled at me to take what’s mine. “TAKE IT!”
I’m taking it. I’m sending that email.
Thank you, Noah.
July 25, 2017 at 10:23 am #20390
Interesting. Thanks for sharing @goldtongue.
I must admit, given the weird distortion and not-quite-Noah audio quality you described, I’m wondering: did you speak with the man himself, or a recreation generated by IT?
And if it was IT, who was pulling its strings: Horace, or BOS?
July 25, 2017 at 10:23 am #20391
July 25, 2017 at 10:25 am #20392
The System is working.
July 25, 2017 at 10:28 am #20393
July 25, 2017 at 10:30 am #20395
Just don’t leave your family behind!!
July 25, 2017 at 10:30 am #20396
July 25, 2017 at 10:53 am #20397
@nothenrygale, Although I participated in the iConfidant program, I never received a phone call. The only IG phone calls I have received have come from The Midnight Commission and this was definitely different.
Thanks, @blondie! And @sfire8, Don’t worry about my family. They are tucked away safely inside a bright white box. Dr. Sinclair promised me they’d be fine. I have no reason to believe otherwise. (((@kortneydarling)))
July 25, 2017 at 11:39 am #20398
July 25, 2017 at 11:42 am #20399
July 25, 2017 at 11:48 am #20400AnonymousInactive
I like Noah because he’s brash and funny.
This was admirable though if it was actually him.
In theory this is what the System is supposed to be. A rough around the edges life drill seargant.
Because if you can deal with a cursing man in a suit telling you you’re ugly all the time, you can deal with most things life throws at you.
July 25, 2017 at 12:09 pm #20401
I highly suspect that Noah won’t show up at the meeting for @bcbishop and someone else will. Not thinking Noah has gone rogue though. Although it seems to be kinda pointing that way, since he was asking about him. Just seems odd.
Also… why doesn’t Noah have an assistant? Seems like he’s someone who would have at least 3.
July 25, 2017 at 12:19 pm #20402Nicole MaeParticipant
It does seem like he should have an assistant or multiple in theory, but we’ve all seen he’s a hands on kind of guy.
Plus, Sinclair Industries has already had enough issues with assistants, probably easier to just do away with them.
That being said, my application is still out there for your mysterious job opening, Sinclairs.
July 25, 2017 at 12:26 pm #20403AnonymousInactive
Noah doesn’t need an assistant, he needs an army of handlers.
July 25, 2017 at 12:30 pm #20405
PERSONAL UPDATE: I told Noah I would take that step and I did. I sent the email. Considered bcc:ing Noah, but thought better of it. Let’s see what happens.
July 25, 2017 at 12:38 pm #20406
July 25, 2017 at 12:44 pm #20407
Which, as we all know, is Latin for “all the carp are gonna die”. Or, something like that. 😉
July 25, 2017 at 1:21 pm #20408
July 25, 2017 at 2:35 pm #20413
OK – posting my call here, because I don’t think it needs its own thread and thematically feels the same as @goldtongue’s maybe.
I got a call from Noah (I think) about an hour ago, which is 9:30pm-ish here (Scotland). To best understand my reaction you should know the call came in while I was in a meeting with the production team about tomorrow’s schedule – not a formal thing so nbd that I answered a call but it made it interesting. I’ll try to recall this to the best of my ability.
So, I answer the phone and Noah (I assume) tells me that he has my answer. I think I asked him “who is this?” and he responded with “I think you know who this is.” But when I asked if it was Noah, he wouldn’t confirm, so my assumption is yes. So I asked him what my question was since he had my answer and he said “Megan I don’t have time to fuck around.”
So he said “one word – control.”
Here’s the part where I feel like I’m getting it wrong so I hope TPTB don’t get pissed if I do. He started talking about how my problem is that I spend too much time in the middle – I need to make a choice between being in control or being controlled (I think?) rather than not making a decision either way. I am now trying to square this in my head with what I know of me + TPTB + Tension + Lust, because I don’t see how it honestly fits with me in reality. I think I spend 99% of my time being in control and THAT is the problem. But whatever.
I tried to get him to clarify but he wouldn’t be stopped, he had a thing to say. So he went on, to the best part – he told me that I need to picture myself with a whip in my hand (yes he did) or else being…under the whip? The opposite of that? Either or. To pick one. And he went on about this for a bit while I turned BEET RED at the table. I wanted to interject and explain that no one in their right mind wants to stand within 50′ of me if I’m holding a whip but…meeting. And he wasn’t taking commentary.
So, Noah talks to me for maybe another minute about me and whips.
Thanks Noah. Thanks.
July 25, 2017 at 2:39 pm #20414
Man if the chapter theory is correct, the sex chapter is going to be wiiiiiild.
July 25, 2017 at 2:41 pm #20415
July 25, 2017 at 2:46 pm #20416
@thebuz I don’t think that I did, it’s not a theory I’ve had much to say about. I’m not sure that there was a deeper meaning in this other than “oh hi Megan,” but that’s just me.
July 25, 2017 at 2:47 pm #20417
July 25, 2017 at 2:47 pm #20418Mustafa SaidParticipant
Good to hear that the System is working for you, @goldtongue.
As for @coryphella’s phone call….Noah sure wants people to pick a side in all of this. Noah strikes me as the kind of guy who wouldn’t give a single fuck who’s on any side as long as he’s the one who makes it to the finish line first. So why does Noah go out of his way to get people to pick sides and draw lines?
What does he gain from this?
July 25, 2017 at 2:50 pm #20419
July 25, 2017 at 2:55 pm #20420
@mumumusings, he’s recruiting for The System. Not sure he gets anything personally, but he’s the face of the company so he wants people to flock to it. Whether he has something else in store down the line (like human sacrifice) is another question….
- This reply was modified 5 years, 2 months ago by Sage.
July 25, 2017 at 2:55 pm #20421
I believe the term most appropriate for this would be “topping from the bottom”.
July 25, 2017 at 2:58 pm #20423
July 25, 2017 at 2:59 pm #20424
So why does Noah go out of his way to get people to pick sides and draw lines? What does he gain from this?
This relates exactly to today’s quote.
Need to see who’s for who so they can use them for their advantage. There have only been a handful of people who have strictly made lines to where they stand.
July 25, 2017 at 3:02 pm #20425
Power bottoms are a much different monster.
Topping from the bottom is more like going to a restaurant, ordering a meal, then spending the whole time leaning into the kitchen telling the chef how to cook your meal. Either make the meal yourself or sit down and let the chef work.
I believe that’s what Noah is accusing @coryphella of, and it ain’t a compliment.
July 25, 2017 at 3:09 pm #20426
@mumumusings Other than attempting to make me personally uncomfortable I don’t know what Noah was hoping to gain with this call. This is actually the first time he has even deigned to acknowledge my existence. If he was trying to get me to pick a side with this, he would have been better served to pass a note with two checkboxes marked “System” or “not System.”
This felt more like a personal message to me than something that held a clue, but I could be wrong. I think I have given Noah crap for how his lame ass service top humiliation play isn’t quite working for me so this is in keeping with that…and TPTB know all about my proclivities.
If @shankfx22’s chapter theory holds, there is a “control” one as well as a “sex” one.
July 25, 2017 at 3:14 pm #20427
Since I haven’t hired Noah to cook me anything, that’s not really topping from the bottom. I am not “bottoming” in any way to Noah and Noah hasn’t spoken two words to me this entire experience. In order for there to be any similarities whatsoever Noah and I would have to have some sort of agreement wherein he would be making me dinner. What we have instead is a situation where I’m minding my own business, flagging black and grey on the right, and this poor little puppy is following me around trying to be Christian Grey.
- This reply was modified 5 years, 2 months ago by Megan.
July 25, 2017 at 3:39 pm #20429MaddyxxxParticipant
@coryphella, can you hear me now?! Can you hear me now?!
A game of fucking telephone with a broken operator. And I thought I was supposed to be the drunk one.
Chose to be in control or not in control. Once again you’re in the middle and it leaves you and everyone else sucked into your half there vortex confused once more…
Why have you not learned from those who came before you? Did you not record our call? I thought for sure by now you would have had a tape recorder and VHS set up and waiting for the ring… ring… ring…
Lucky for you I did record the call… So let’s jog that memory shall we?
The strong commanding voice of Noah Sinclair echoes through the phone.
Control. That one word… CONTROL.
That’s it. It’s everything that
gets in your way. You
either want too much of it or you
want to give it up completely but
your spend too much damn time in
the middle, stuck in between and
frustrated. Close your eyes.
You blabber something or ‘nother here. I pretend to listen.
Every time you are frustrated or
confused I want you to either
picture yourself either holding the
whip or not. It’s that simple. If
it’s not working say, “am I holding
the whip or putting it down”. If
the whip’s in your hand? Get.
Fucking. Shit. Done. You have the
whip, you have the power, fuck the
world. If that isn’t working the
whips in your hand and you shut up
and take in the world, let it whip
you. Take it all in, don’t think.
I think either you or I fell asleep here, hard to tell, but I think I hear snoring.
Then I wrap this shit up with…
Try it. Whip in hand, total control
of your space. Whip out of hand,
let the world happen. You can
change minute by minute but stop
being a spectator and getting lost.
Whip in hand, whip not in hand. IN
control, not in control. No
middle… TAKE WHAT IS YOURS.
Something like that… Or maybe it was what you said.
July 25, 2017 at 3:43 pm #20430SeanModerator
Jesus fucking christ I love Noah
July 25, 2017 at 3:44 pm #20431
July 25, 2017 at 3:44 pm #20432
And Noah drops the mic. Or is it the whip in this situation?
July 25, 2017 at 3:46 pm #20433
“Yes, hello, intensive burn unit? Yes, we have a patient on the way to you right now and it’s dire.”
July 25, 2017 at 3:51 pm #20434
The strong commanding voice of Noah Sinclair echoes through the phone.
July 25, 2017 at 3:55 pm #20435Hannah SchenckParticipant
@coryphella The thread that @thebuz is referring to, suggests that the ending of this experience will be showcasing CONTROL. I find it very interesting that he mentions this word, emphasizes it, and it happens to be one of the 7 words surrounding the keys. You may not want to look into it, but I highly recommend it, as he may be hinting or giving you a clue. Do as you wish, but so far the theory seems to be making sense. This chapter is about POWER. Once you gain power then you are one step closer to control.
July 25, 2017 at 4:09 pm #20436LiaParticipant
Oh, this is such a treat. So much of that patented Sinclair flair gets lost in translation, so it’s always nice to hear from the man himself. I cannot WAIT for tomorrow night, and for the 13th, and all the chaos that will ensue. #1 fangirl signing out.
July 25, 2017 at 4:12 pm #20437
July 25, 2017 at 4:15 pm #20438
I wonder how many whips Noah goes through in a week? He works the shit outta those things!
July 25, 2017 at 4:42 pm #20439
July 25, 2017 at 4:42 pm #20440
July 25, 2017 at 4:45 pm #20441
“The LUST experience is brought to you by our sponsor, Cheap-Ass Whips”.
July 25, 2017 at 4:46 pm #20442scotParticipant
Granted, I’m making an assumption that this exchange has been represented correctly. If not, I’m just being a foolish dumbshit. Not unlikely.
July 25, 2017 at 4:51 pm #20443
July 25, 2017 at 4:54 pm #20444
@kipsie Not clicking that link at work. Noooooooope.
July 25, 2017 at 4:57 pm #20445AnonymousInactive
@nothenrygale I respect your right to be a coward, but it’s a relatively SFW Mr. Show sketch.
July 25, 2017 at 5:03 pm #20446
@kipsie Noted, and now watched. I still have a job so yay.
July 25, 2017 at 5:13 pm #20447
July 25, 2017 at 5:22 pm #20448
That’s a faceoff I’d pay to see.
In fact I’d pay $50 to see that.
July 25, 2017 at 5:24 pm #20449
Well played, Noah. I’m impressed. I’m surprised you paid me any attention at all, given that I didn’t think you had noticed my existence before today.
This is me, temporarily dropping the whip, on the off chance you may at some point have me over a barrel.
You keep being the person you were on the phone tonight and you have my attention.
Or you can return to being the douchebag in your videos, in which case…
It’s not like I can join The System anyway, from out here in Scotland. Where I am getting shit done.
July 25, 2017 at 5:58 pm #20450
July 25, 2017 at 7:41 pm #20452
July 25, 2017 at 9:06 pm #20457
July 25, 2017 at 9:14 pm #20463CodyParticipant
Oh my gooood lord. All the whip/barrel talk up in this thread gunna get me all excited over here. So fetishy.. where’s slackbot with all the Fet Porn Sean loaded it up with when you need it!
Would you look at Noah. He seems to actually be trying to impart some lessons today. Quite a refreshing change from all the incessant shit talk I’ve read up until this point. Let’s just see how it works out for folks shall we.
Wish you all the best. Quite genuinely.
Noah was good for a laugh as usual anyway.
Wonder what has become of our local resistance. Been pretty quiet now for some time on that end of things.
July 25, 2017 at 11:14 pm #20496
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