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@sfire8 One more thought about Timmy…

Noah’s quote about “shit and mucus” and about his son being (ugh… I hate typing this…) “a fucking retard”… What if Timmy is a special-needs child and/or is older than we think?

@sfire8 FWIW, I did talk (very briefly) to Sarah at Saturday’s workshop. Didn’t think to do what you suggested (doh!). Should have used the opportunity to engage more, but my mind was on a different track, at the time.

lol! Wait! I think I’ve got a way to “connect” with Noah Sinclair: buy him a frikkin’ Starbuck’s card!

@lilmsfancpants and, ALL of our drinks, EVERY time Noah shows up anywhere?

@shankfx22 Thanks. I’ve been thinking a lot about themes of motherhood/absent mothers, the importance of family, etc. My gut feeling (at least, at the moment) is that Sarah Thompson is now Sarah Sinclair (I know S.T. is supposedly a blonde, but hair is easily dyed). Not sure how S.T.’s own son ties into all of this. Maybe S.T. was recruited/lured…[Read more]

@thebuz “Take” a hug when you leave. That’s not thievery.

(This post brought to you by TheFuzzyWuzzyTeddyBearsAndFeelGoodExperience.) 😉

Or, maybe Sarah was pleading her case so that Horace wouldn’t harm her, as well. Doesn’t necessarily mean Timmy is still alive.

Ok. So, what if the reason it was so important for Sarah to communicate this was because Horace was threatening to do something bad to Timmy if he wasn’t truly a Sinclair? Maybe Grandpa Horace is holding Timmy, and Noah and Sarah are trying to get him back, somehow?

I think that Timmy existed once, but does not anymore. Or, at least, is being kept away from Noah and Sarah. And, I wonder if Grandpa Horace has something to do with it.

During Lia’s meeting with Noah, he said something to the effect of, “I have a son… I read to him every night”. Lots of people “talk” with loved ones who have passed, or are…[Read more]

For a long time, I made a concerted effort to not cry about things. But, what that meant (for me) was that I was closing myself off from truly embracing the complexity of emotion inside me. Like, I believed that it was silly/unjustified/weak to cry when I felt like it. When I finally let go, and allowed myself to cry… even at “stupid” stuff,…[Read more]

“Sculptural Construction of Noise and Speed” (Plastic ensemble) by Giacomo Balla (1915; Italy)

Beautiful, @kortneydarling! <3

I may have figured out Noah’s interpretation of TBWCW. Or, I’m totally wrong. But, here goes…

The shepherd boy managed to manipulate and gain power over the townspeople by feigning vulnerability and weakness. Even when the wolf actually did attack, it wasn’t the boy who suffered, it was his flock.

Perhaps Noah views the shepherd boy as a…[Read more]

This seems the right topic to file this under.

A very special musical dedication to some very special people. Keep it lusty!

Hate Myself For Loving You

Hit Me With Your Best Shot

I spent a while today writing out my feelings about Saturday’s events, mainly in an effort to sort it all out in my own heart and mind. It helped, but I will not be posting what I wrote. Saturday touched a very sensitive nerve for me, one rooted directly to my childhood, and I feel disappointed in myself for many reasons. I need to step away for a…[Read more]

Reflecting on Noah’s interview and the challenges he put forth today…

“Anything up to and including complete and total destruction of the status quo.”

A status quo wherein self-centeredness is common and courtesy not so much?
Wherein we go through our days completely self-absorbed, our minds overwhelmed by our insecurities, fears, and doubts?…[Read more]