Meghan Mayhem

I got the email, with pdf attachment and nothing else, at 1018 this morning.

There is no possible logistical way that there is an individual unique human that will be in a location for each one of us. Too many people. So what happens next? Are we walking into a computer server room?

Scientology, along with many other helpful organizations, have a pattern of discrediting anyone who speaks out against them or tries to expose them.

“____ is not mentally well, don’t listen to them. They’re just angry and lashing out.”

Noah, Macy, Kristen…your little club is growing.

@chrysalis359 “That’s like 666 of one and half a demon of the other.” Hello new favorite saying.

I almost wish I’d revealed more to my iC. I like an emotional challenge.
But I rarely give anything without someone knowing how to ask for it correctly.

My last email received from my iC was definitely different vibe wise than any of the others. Way more casual and engaging. Also the email that made me feel like I was finally starting to talk to a person I could actually be friends with. Damn.

I’ve been sitting on her email for 3 days because her sudden personable-ness had me feeling like I…[Read more]

…mutating?

@pandace88 There is most definitely structure within Thelema and Satanism in terms of how to behave.
The general idea of “Don’t be a good person because god tells you he will punish you if you’re not. Be a good person because otherwise you’re a shit head.”

It’s about going through life doing what you want and focusing on what benefits you first…[Read more]

“and we will release this earth of every false virtue and restraint”

I’m apparently the worlds worst Satanist because this hadn’t occurred to me to post before now.

That phrase means that sin is a false virtue and restraint. Live without sin by releasing yourself of sin.
A big phrase in Satanic culture is “Do as thou wilt shall be the whole of…[Read more]

@kevin

So who or what is bringing this darkness? And are they with it or against it?

This might be the most terrifying question of all.

@kevin Maybe it’s something along the lines of Game of Thrones mantra, “Winter is coming”. They didn’t literally mean the season of Winter.

I gotta say, power is relative.
The existence of power is only true power to those that are under it’s control.
A famous celebrity is a a big deal to those that know who that celebrity is. My parents don’t give a shit about some Youtube celebrity that 5million teen girls faint at the sight of.
The president of a country may think he’s the most…[Read more]

Girl, when those calls come and the heart starts racing, it’s hard to remember anything just from that alone. Mix in driving in traffic + Russian accent and I’m surprised you were able to even process that you got a call at all. No fault.
Knowing nothing of what else was said, I’d say remembering the phrase “wait till dusk, that’s when he com…[Read more]

@brianamatopoeia @argos5
The Allegory of the Cave theory was discussed rather extensively a couple months ago and is a great read full of cool details.
The thread can be found here

You make an excellent assessment @thebuz. And this is a perfect example of where submission is not necessarily a bad thing. Submitting to the acceptance of your flaws and learning when to stand down and work together instead of being bullheaded and fighting for dominance.

@shankfx22
Yes, I like how you’ve summarized this. Noah has two sides, which means that he will always be a stubborn little shit when told what to do, just like his father, and yet he is also a slave to the shortcomings of emotion, which is why we’ve seen him as both calm, confident, and charismatic…and also manic, wild-eyed, and frantic.

@wanda102 This is a wonderfully astute observation. Perspective is everything. The temptress or the slave. Sin by nature or by choice.

@taysavestheday While Horace was there, he was clearly not part of the ritual, just overseeing it. The hooded face we saw at the end of the periscope could have been him, or it could have been an additional man along with Horace and Otis that were there, but not part of the scene. The 3 hooded figures taking part in the ritual were separate.