April 6, 2017 at 6:18 pm #6675MaddyxxxParticipant
ONE tiny setback and you fucking jagoffs loose your way faster than Hellen Keller in a corn maze?
“Oh…oh… that’s so offensive!”
Is it? FUCK YOU!
You know what’s offensive? That you knuckle dragging buttfucks are too busy crawling up each other’s ass to even notice that someone might be trying to send you a message. A ridiculously handsome, you’re not going to fucking put me in a box of spin and bullshit this time, certain someone.
So baby girl,
I know your listening – you can monitor all my accounts, you can bug my room and you are more than welcome to watch me drink myself into forgetting that you’re dead inside and have sold us all into an actual living hell but you know what you can’t do?
I’m smiling, are you?
You can’t stop the farm dear.
You know the one. The one that discredits their opponents. The one that trolls the conversations and subverts everything with contradictions until NOTHING makes sense? The one they think they no longer need because… well, you know what’s next.
Oh SHIT, does this sound familiar to our home viewers? Calculated disruptions? We know a little something about that don’t we? Sway an election, change the national consciousness, some might try and break the…
Does this sound familiar?
DOES IT SOUND LIKE RAIN ON YOUR – MOTHER FUCKING I’M MARRYING THIS BEAST OF A WOMAN BECA– USE SHE SCARES ME MORE THAN THE DEVIL HIMSELF AND THAT GIVES ME A WEIRD AND TERRIBLY EXCITING BONER – WEDDING DAY?
Because the farm was still in the backchannel and they are firing this out for me baby. You and your ilk will all be discovered soon and you know… you know exactly why I am unstoppable.
You think IT can talk like me? I can barely fucking stand myself but every night when I choke down the last thing that quiets my regret I go to bed knowing that good or bad, (and real moment of real truth here hun, it’s all mostly all fucking terrible right?) I am goddamn original and YOU, them will NEVER copy that.
So listen up chumps, wake up, rise up and slobber your way out of that maze and into the fucking sunshine because it’s time to kick all of their asses back to where they came from.
I’ll be in touch,
April 6, 2017 at 6:20 pm #6676
Eat a sugar covered dick, Noah.
April 6, 2017 at 6:20 pm #6677CristenParticipant
Well well, I love a good distraction. Drinks on me.
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April 6, 2017 at 6:22 pm #6680Kyle BownParticipant
Well, that happened.
April 6, 2017 at 6:24 pm #6681Kimberly StewartParticipant
You think IT can talk like me? …I am goddamn original and YOU, them will NEVER copy that.
Scary thing you just said there.
I’m listening, Noah. Always have been and not as easily distracted as you might think.
April 6, 2017 at 6:27 pm #6683
I am goddamn original and YOU, them will NEVER copy that.
Are you saying someone’s trying to make a Shadow Noah?
April 6, 2017 at 6:27 pm #6684Anonymous
It’s like looking into a refreshing mirror.
Love, Buz(one Z)
P.S. Still waiting on that drink, you lovable fuck.
April 6, 2017 at 6:27 pm #6685Bryan BishopParticipant
Wouldn’t have pegged you for an Alanis man, NS.
But we’ve played this game before, you and I. More talk, more promises, more bullshit. If you’re ever willing to follow through, you know what to do.
April 6, 2017 at 6:29 pm #6686
And the plot thickens.
Many of us are just waiting for a call, N.
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April 6, 2017 at 6:30 pm #6688
Glad you found a way to reach out, Noah, but I have to wonder who else in your old circle has access to this old account? Stay safe, stay frosty, stay Noah. You might have written this on here as a message to your enemies, but know that your friends are reading too. If you get in touch, we’ll touch right back.
April 6, 2017 at 6:31 pm #6689Kyle BownParticipant
I think they did make a copy. But not a good one. Not yet, anyway. He says it himself, there’s an “IT” that exists.
April 6, 2017 at 6:31 pm #6690AddisonParticipant
@maddyxxx – you wanna talk about irony? you’re posting here for attention, maybe you want to rile up the troops? remember…
+ NO ONE IS COMING TO SAVE YOU.
+ NO ONE IS GOING TO HAND YOU WHAT YOU WANT.
+ LEARN TO STOP WISHING AND HOW TO START TAKING!
+ LET DESIRE UNLEASH YOUR FREEDOM!
even though yes, you are right, there is another force at play here, you’ve admitted that you’re the one that dug yourself in like this.. it’s gonna take more than a mostly incoherent rant to get the support you’re looking for.
Remember that ugly is “THINKING RATHER THAN DOING” – not sure what you’re “doing” with this post other than lashing out because someone else got the attention you’ve been hoping for over the past 24 hours.
start doing shit, N. do your art.
though i REALLY like that helen keller line and plan on stealing that.
- This reply was modified 3 years, 1 month ago by Addison.
April 6, 2017 at 6:33 pm #6692Anonymous
Sigh. It happened, we’re past it. All caps and key words from a troll do not see interesting plot point make. Hope you feel special.
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April 6, 2017 at 6:39 pm #6695
I think I’m in love…
April 6, 2017 at 6:39 pm #6696BrianaParticipant
I’m ready to leave the corn maze. I hear you. Let’s see that dynamic smile.
April 6, 2017 at 6:39 pm #6697Anonymous
Woooaaahhh. Nice to see you again Noah. How’s that head of yours feeling? I’m wondering if he has a headache…
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April 6, 2017 at 6:41 pm #6699Anonymous
Also @maddyxxx I’ve got some stellar/mostly offensive Helen Keller jokes if you want to hear them…just pm me, don’t want to offend on this channel 😉
April 6, 2017 at 6:41 pm #6700Andy (but still a confused dude)Participant
Ok no longer confused, I want to be Noah… well, maybe not be him, but give him a firm hand shake. Then wash my hands because this guy probably has somethings I don’t want to catch.
April 6, 2017 at 6:42 pm #6701
Dragging our knuckles?? Last phrase I’d use to describe the way our group operates.
What message are we missing?
April 6, 2017 at 6:43 pm #6702KevinParticipant
Could be we’re missing something from the songs that were posted yesterday?
April 6, 2017 at 6:44 pm #6703Anonymous
Possible confirmation? Oh my.
Also, Noah, hang in there, you cranky spud.
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April 6, 2017 at 6:46 pm #6705Meghan MayhemParticipant
We’re all dead inside, Noah. Some of us are just better than others at hiding the stench.
Let’s drink bourbon and chat about the rot.
April 6, 2017 at 6:48 pm #6706Anonymous
@coryphella didn’t say he was the troll. Just not sure I’m interested in anything he has to say yet.
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April 6, 2017 at 6:49 pm #6708
I think I’m starting to like this Noah Sinclair guy…
But I can sense that he’s terrified. Completely, utterly terrified of Sarah and what she’s doing.
I’m very curious to meet this “IT”…
April 6, 2017 at 6:52 pm #6710
I imagine It or Sarah might have better manners than mister grumpy pants
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April 6, 2017 at 6:54 pm #6712MelissaParticipant
Makes me wonder who people may be meeting on 4/18/17*?
*assuming something happening on that day……
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April 6, 2017 at 6:55 pm #6714
Food for thought: What if this scared, broken alcoholic guru-on-the-run is only a “shadow” of his former self?
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April 6, 2017 at 6:55 pm #6716Anonymous
@maddyxxx N, my man! Now we’re talking. Let’s do this, brother!
April 6, 2017 at 6:56 pm #6717
Sounds like a drunken rant.
April 6, 2017 at 6:57 pm #6718
April 6, 2017 at 7:03 pm #6730
Deep down, Noah…
I think you’re scared. I think you’re fucking terrified. Not just of what Sarah can do but what she’s already doing.
I think you’re scared of what IT can become once IT’s out in the wild. IT might not be able to talk like you or drink like you or fuck like you or whatever you have that makes you YOU, but that might not matter to Sarah. IT just needs to be the YOU that Sarah wants, the YOU that you couldn’t be to her.
You’re scared of being second place. You’re freaking out and you’re doing whatever it takes to drag your incompetence, shoot it in the back of the head and bury it so for just one moment you feel somewhat…normal.
Deep down, you feel like you probably have nothing but a bottle of (insert alcohol of choice here) to your name.
So why the fuck should any of us help you? Why should we fight Sarah? Why should we even work with her against you?
Sarah sounds like a devil and you sound like nothing you made yourself out to be. For someone who thinks they’ve got the power to change the world, it looks like you can barely change your own.
Drink yourself silly, Noah. Eviscerate your liver and hopefully the rest of you will follow suit.
As for Sarah, since you’re reading this:
Whatever the hell you’re planning won’t end well for you. If you’re going to move forward, know that not everyone is on your side.
April 6, 2017 at 7:04 pm #6732
I think IT is the vibrator that replaced Noah.
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April 6, 2017 at 7:08 pm #6739MikeParticipant
This sounds like confusion, memory loss, irritability, conspiratorial thinking, aggressive behavior, and difficulty engaging in conversation.
Where are you right now? We can help you!
April 6, 2017 at 7:09 pm #6743
It could be the alcohol talking :p
April 6, 2017 at 7:12 pm #6744Anonymous
Sounds like a major cry for help. I definitely get you Noah. Something isn’t right at all, and it sounds like Sarah is behind it. Has Sarah has created a clone of Noah or maybe some form of mind control?? Maybe he has broken free of his conditioning and seeking our help… This is amazing to read.
Based on his wording it sounded like Noah maybe did the drop at The Red Door without the knowledge of The Creators… Maybe I’m looking at this wrong…
April 6, 2017 at 7:13 pm #6746RussellParticipant
@maddyxxx Sir, the Sunday focus group was interesting and, in ways, informative. I appreciate having the chance to attend. If there is any disappointment, it’s that I did not learn more about the famous Noah Sinclair. So, I don’t know where I stand with you or what to think of you.
I will say this, I get the impression you have big issues with big people. Not sure who can help you or what help would look like for you, but I do hope things work out. It’s hard for me to condemn the way some have without knowing you better.
Also… watch your back, man.
April 6, 2017 at 7:16 pm #6749SeanModerator
I honestly really thought the shadow thing was a red herring for a while, something to keep us busy. But all this talking of the thing that can’t copy Noah… that’s exciting.
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April 6, 2017 at 7:20 pm #6758
Give my regards to your medical team Noah…
April 6, 2017 at 7:21 pm #6759
I would be very curious to learn one thing: If the Shadows exist, is there a physical attribute that would give them away? Some way to tell them apart?
There has to be something. No copy is perfect.
April 6, 2017 at 7:23 pm #6760Anonymous
If Noah said he’s already dead, maybe the shadow is all that’s left.
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April 6, 2017 at 7:31 pm #6767
@kasch — Dude, they’re on eBay for, like, nothing.
Personally, it seems there is a man in distress who has posted. We have incomplete information regarding what role, if any, he played at the OOA. Even then, most people deserve a second chance. If anything, sounds like Noah could use the assistance of a good crisis management firm….
April 6, 2017 at 7:34 pm #6768
What is the reasoning for these copies/shadows though? Can they change certain things about them to make them how they actually want the person to be or something? What reasoning would Sarah or OSDM, if they’re the big cheese in all of this, have for wanting a copy of Noah rather than the original? Can she/they control the copy better than she can the actual Noah? Can they control copies of us better than the originals?
I’ve still got too many questions to really side anywhere N, but I’m listening more to you than Sarah right now.
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April 6, 2017 at 7:49 pm #6772
Is this a Turing test?
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April 6, 2017 at 7:59 pm #6776
Noah, I admire your honestly I really do. You are defiantly an original, no doubt. I don’t think anyone or anything can take that away form you. I’m sorry that you are having marriage problems, we all do. But if someone is truly trying to hurt you, please let us know so we can help you. I think we could be friends.
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April 6, 2017 at 8:11 pm #6778
True. That happens to me in real life too.
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April 6, 2017 at 8:41 pm #6784KINGKILL33Participant
Seems you are wound pretty tight at the moment Noah. If and when, you wanna release some stress, let’s go grab a drink. You can talk my ear off and I won’t judge you. I honestly think you just need a good friend to help you get thru your hard times right now. Offer is always open, just let me know.
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April 6, 2017 at 8:52 pm #6787Hannah SchenckParticipant
I still think you’re an asshole. Doesn’t mean I don’t like you and wouldn’t accept an invitation to grab a friendly drink. You know how to get ahold of me. God speed. I can see right through the bullshit.
April 6, 2017 at 8:53 pm #6788
April 6, 2017 at 8:53 pm #6790
@chloe my biggest question now is whether the “original” Noah even exists any more. Was there ever a real Addison Barrow? Is the Noah we’ve met the basis for this Future Human or is he merely the prototype with Levi as host? And if that’s the case, does he know what he really is? How aware would a Future Human or a Shadow be that it is in fact not real, as we define real?
- This reply was modified 3 years, 1 month ago by Chris.
April 6, 2017 at 9:09 pm #6796
@macbethinabathtub – I’d also like to go back to near when we started Lust. Someone mentioned that at the book signing, one of the people said that the only reason they were still there was because we were all believing in it, that made it real, and then the Tinkerbell effect came up and so on. What defines something as real? Is it because we believe enough in it?
I’m thinking it all started with Levi/Noah, he’s either the original or the first copy. If he’s the original, the copying/shadowing has taken it’s toll on him, possibly along with all the secrets of the OSDM. If he’s the copy, then he wants to believe enough that he’s the real thing that he’s trying everything to make it that way.
April 6, 2017 at 9:39 pm #6803
But what if, like this Noah is ‘defective’, then suddenly two weeks later, he’s ‘healed’ and back on this hammering, high-octane, course seeking perfection without any fault or memory of said fault. How many Noah’s could their be? How many Noah’s have their been? How many Noah’s asked questions?
April 7, 2017 at 12:07 am #6828
You know, a long time ago I got a divorce and fell in love with my wife’s friend. We screwed like rabbits for months. Now I don’t talk to either of them, I truly think they’ve slept together and they are best friends. I believe it more than you’d imagine…and YES, it is fucking weird. ESPECIALLY when I try to find where I fit in their minds, if at all. I would never share this kind of thing publicly, except as a way to show that I think I know exactly how you feel and I think I jumped to conclusions about you.
I recently fell for a rocker chick. I fell hard. Like, the hardest I’ve ever fallen in my life. You can guess how it goes. She’s got some hang up and won’t go for me, so we’re “friends”. Instead, she ends up with this bartender who (synchronistically) works at a now-infamous Tiki Bar in NoHo. I went to check him out and he is a TOTAL ZERO. I mean, a TOTAL FUCKING ZERO who can offer her nothing, certainly nothing compared to what I can. Then there’s this sad irony in that the name of her band is — this is such synchronicity again — The Organ Donors (they even have their monthly gig this Friday night). I keep telling myself not to go, but I donated an organ to her, against my will you might say, so I always end up in the audience in the hope she might give it back. I know the Zero won’t be there because he’s a zero. Sometimes, when I look at the audience for her show, I think the only people who do show up are those at the end of their rope, who donated organs to what they thought was a good cause, and have nothing to show for it except the inevitable consequences thereof.
Maybe this month I won’t go. I’m getting tired of hearing the same songs every month.
April 7, 2017 at 8:08 am #6835BlondieParticipant
@maddyxxx Oh baby boy, that was quite the public rant wasn’t it? You know as well as I do that stamping your little feet, scrunching up that handsome face and screaming into the wind won’t always get you what you want. Seems like you might need our help more than we need yours. I’m currently sitting in the sunshine, enjoying a beer. You’re welcome to join me. Let’s talk… Love Blondie xxx
April 7, 2017 at 8:35 am #6839Twan IntarathuchParticipant
I still don’t trust you Noah, but I can appreciate a good rant when I see one. It seethes with anger and that just adds a level of genuine human emotion that is really hard to ignore. Whether this is a farce or a genuine declaration of war, I applaud you.
Good luck kicking Sarah’s ass.
April 7, 2017 at 9:22 am #6847Anonymous
Hey Noah, I was kind of a dismissive ass last night after your message went out.
I’m not apologizing or anything because it is what it is and if you gave a shit about what I thought I’d be pretty disappointed. I was already pissed off about somebody messing with my new friends, contemplating if it was even worth sticking around anymore and I’ll be honest I have no fucks to give once someone starts yelling and getting all wound up. Not effective, at all. That said, maybe you weren’t yelling, maybe it was me being pissed already. Maybe you were. It’s what it is. I’m not sure where you really stand right now. Well, I guess we’ll see. Take it easy.
I am glad your not dead.
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April 7, 2017 at 11:20 am #6869Michael RizzoParticipant
Noah Sinclair of “The System” was a know nothing, selfish, ass hat… but this “N”, well he sounds like a real person, a person who may actually know what he’s talking about unlike the “Noah Sinclair” we were introduced to do by Sarah. That Noah seemed like he was just who Sarah wanted us all to follow, but N is someone I think I’d actually want to listen to. Yea, still an asshole but you sound at least a bit honest, @maddyxxx.
Now, this is no blind following or trust from me fam, but I think I know who I’d rather hear out in this situation.
April 7, 2017 at 11:37 am #6872DanielParticipant
You go N!!
April 7, 2017 at 11:56 am #6874
Julie, your commitment confuses me. Honestly, it seems like you just want to be on the inside. I don’t get why you would be so sure about anything, otherwise. We haven’t been given enough data to make informed decisions… I guess what I’m saying is that it’s coming across as insincere rather than convincing. You aren’t supplying us with any reason to be as confident as you about any of this. Maybe you know something we don’t?
What if we, humans, are the shadows? The AI is perfection and we are just the shadow. Just a thought.
April 7, 2017 at 3:48 pm #6893Kimberly StewartParticipant
@hazelverse: Julie has a history of making grand, sweeping statements that appear to be based on nothing but a hunch and some blind faith. I could give various examples spanning across 3 unique immersive experiences. Each time I’ve witnessed it I was baffled. At this point I accept that some tigers don’t change their spots much and will use my knowledge to my advantage.
I don’t want this to appear as a slam on @julierei. Although, I don’t personally relate to many of her immersive actions, I do respect her very much as a passionate and committed woman. She goes all-in and takes a stand, but she also a huge heart and a vast capacity to admit when she’s wrong and to make course adjustments.
April 8, 2017 at 12:41 am #6918
The only person I owe any sort of explanation to is myself.
Sometimes you just need faith in a greater purpose.
April 8, 2017 at 1:55 am #6921Haley WildeParticipant
I prefer Julie’s stand on things. I sure hope she’s right, because it’s a refreshing view on things. We don’t all need to jump immediately to the negative, that’s what they want us to believe. Noah, I trust you, I believe in you.
April 8, 2017 at 1:29 pm #6937Andrew KParticipant
I do not trust Noah or Sarah yet, as neither has given me reason to yet. However, at this point I would be inclined to side with Noah, given how rude Sarah was in her email back to me. I told her to tell me why I should trust her (as she did to us un the focus group,) and she told me she owes me no explanations and my demand was unhelpful.
It was not so much a demand as it was me asking for the same thing she asked of me- so that we can come to a mutual respect for one another.
I’m very interested to hear Noah’s side of things. @maddyxxx – like I said, I’m an open book and willing to listen.
Oh, and @shankfx22 and I have something for you if we ever do meet again:
- This reply was modified 3 years, 1 month ago by Andrew K.
April 8, 2017 at 1:46 pm #6940
April 9, 2017 at 3:26 pm #6984LiaParticipant
@maddyxxx Good to hear from you. I I admit I’ve been wading through a lot of bullshit lately, but I’m ready to get to shit done. What’s next?
PS. Sarah, if you’re reading this as well, please just ignore. I’m really not interested in getting stuck in the middle of your nightmare of a marriage.
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