4/24 F/B Post Tearing Ourselves Apart

This topic has 21 replies, 16 voices, and was last updated 6 years, 11 months ago by Will Taylor.

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    • #10615
       Anonymous
      Inactive

      New FB Post with the quote: “You should not have to rip yourself into pieces to keep others whole.”

      Thoughts? I’ll give mine below.

    • #10617
       Melissa
      Participant

      It rings to me that sometimes you have to make decisions regardless of how people feel. Easier said than done, author unknown.

    • #10618
       Anonymous
      Inactive

      This quote, in particular, speaks to me because I am very guilty of putting everyone else before me. As a result, people in my general circle tend to come to me to fix their problems. It’s really because of dating @nothenrygale that I’ve been able to learn efficiently how to say no and learn which people are taking advantage of my need to fix things.

      This quote takes an even more personal turn for me because, while my parents’ relationship has quickly fallen apart in the past two years, I’ve been struggling to find ways to try to piece them back together again. In order to do this, I’ve been neglecting my wants and needs (ie why I have been trying to take steps back from Lust since things are escalating at home). Being selfish is difficult when your loved ones are involved, but this quote definitely points out that need to be selfish if you are literally going through the wringer to satisfy people.

    • #10622
       Megan
      Participant

      My first (self-centered) thought was that the first half of this quote, about ripping one’s self into pieces, was directed at me in particular, because it is known that I do this a lot.

      The rest of this post I’m deleting because it’s just fucking depressing as shit.

      • #10624
         Anonymous
        Inactive

        @coryphella Don’t mind me. I’m just going to sweep in through the screen and give you hugs.

    • #10625
       scot
      Participant

      That’s fantastic insight but I can’t articulate intelligently what it means to me and how I relate to it so I won’t even try.

    • #10626
       Kevin
      Participant

      I think the use of rip here is telling. Most people would willingly offer up a piece of themselves to help keep their loved ones, or even just those around them, whole. Sometimes it can be low impact, five minutes here or there to talk, other times it can be much more involved, but as long as it helps, it’s worth it right?

      Ripping reads as an act of desperation to me, maybe it will help the stanch the bleeding and it will have been worth it. A small bit of damage to yourself to keep someone from completely breaking. But it may also be at the point where you’re trying to help someone all you can, but they’re throwing away your help or sucking up all they can. At that point, no matter what you give, it probably won’t make a difference. Taking a step back at that point may seem selfish, but destroying yourself doesn’t do anyone any good. And at that point the person you’re trying to make whole is the selfish one anyways, just taking and taking in an effort to make themselves whole.

    • #10627
       Lukas L
      Participant

      I interpret this as, it is ok to help others be the person they strive to be, unless that relationship is toxic in a way that halts or hurts you being the person you strive to be.

      Kinda like someone who wants help but won’t help themselves dragging you down with them. Aka a co dependent drug addict that hits rock bottom and crys for help “sometimes even violently” and you try to help them but they do nothing to change, except hit rock bottom again and cry for help making any time or effort that you put into helping that person spent in vein.

    • #10631
       Candace
      Participant

      This quote has a personal impact on me and you all have dissected it perfectly in my opinion. This quote feels like a few of my past relationships. One in particular that was extremely toxic involving an addict and I almost lost myself completely trying to help him. I learned that you can’t change someome, you can’t help someone who won’t help themselves, and you can’t live someone’s life for them.

    • #10638
       Lenize
      Participant

      I also definitely have the tendency to put others needs above my own. So although I don’t see helping others out as bad on it’s own, when it starts to affect me negatively I really need to be able to look after myself first. We actually had a whole discussion in the office today about being able to tell our school principle no, or at least “well think about it” when she asks things that we won’t be able to fit into our schedule as a team.

    • #10668
       Kortney
      Participant

      Yeah I felt this quote enough to share it. Too many manipulative, abusive people in my lifetime.

    • #10674
       Hannah Schenck
      Participant

      This quote is quite painful for me. I have been trying to find a happy balance for myself, because I always give all of myself, to those that I am close to in my life and I always either am taken advantage of or used and spit out. I grew up with a mother who did the same thing. I watched her be the most compassionate and generous person I have ever met, and yet even her own family would take advantage of her big heart and she would LET them walk all over her. I knew that I never wanted to be treated like that, and especially not ALLOW it. I became a cold person who was heartless, selfish, and didn’t trust others. I hated who I was in that time and I knew that there had to be a happy medium. I went back to my roots, and started putting others before me, but also focusing on doing what makes me happy as well. It is still very hard to balance. I still get walked on, and I occasionally find myself reverting back to being cold. Making people happy makes me happy. I love doing something for them that I know will make them light up. What I’ve found is there are those people in your life that appreciate the sacrifices you make for them, and they are worth ripping yourself apart every now and then if it means they will be happy. They will always return the favor <3

    • #10680
       Max Z
      Participant

      @coryphella Hope all is well Megan <3

    • #10683
       Megan
      Participant

      @maxzumstein – oh all is not well, but the above post is in reference to a normal state of being, not just right now. 🙂

    • #10684
       Lawrence Meyers
      Participant

      Seems this is all about The Fixer Complex. I know it well. Sounds like some of you do, too. Some of us are just helpful and giving individuals by nature and that is wrapped into our DNA, and we do it because it genuinely makes us happy. But others of us see a problem and we are driven by a complex (another word for the Shadow) to fix it. This is often the result, to my understanding, of a deeper need to feel appreciated. For who would appreciate you the most but someone you help?

      The problem, as my old film criticism professor used to say (he was a Jungian analyst, of course):

      “Some people are shipwrecks that cannot be saved.”

      Don’t waste time trying to raise a sunken vessel. That person needs to raise themselves up.

      Now, excuse me while I fix this leaking pipe….

    • #10685
       Jackie
      Participant

      “You cannot give from an empty plate.” Being a first responder, it was one of the very first things we were told in the field by the senior staff. You can’t carry all their ghosts. There is not enough room in your heart to love your kids, your spouse, your hobbies, and all the dead and dying. It will kill you and those around you.
      But it’s hard for most empathetic people to know where that line is, where manipulation begins and healing has stopped. And then, if we suddenly stop giving, the receivers freak out. I think the core of this quote here is about knowing your value. Because once you do know, it can never be taken away from you. You can’t be manipulated once enlightened.

      and some people try very, very hard to keep you in the dark.

      • #10897
         Will Taylor
        Participant

        I saw quote posted on the lust Instagram page and have been pondering its mean ever since then. Like a couple of you, I too became a victim of being crushed by doing exactly what the quote says NOT to do: breaking myself down to build up / restore another person. Admittedly, I still find myself doing that from time to time. Not so much, but enough to where at the end of the day feel angry at myself for continuing down a proven destructive path. But as they say, old habits die hard. I can only hope that one day I can find that point in self assurance that @theladyj is speaking of, and be able to say “I have no more left to give. I’ve saved the rest for me.”

    • #10686
       Cristen
      Participant

      Nailed it @theladyj.

    • #10687
       Jackie
      Participant

      @kevin

      In further news: And silly posters are coming too.

    • #10688
       Jackie
      Participant

      *feels smart and sincere*
      <3 @wanda102

    • #10690
       Kevin
      Participant

      Thanks @theladyj!

    • #10692
       Russell
      Participant

      Many of the comments resonate, for sure. For me, there is also an element of faith with this quote. If I have placed faith in someone and they then reveal themselves to not appreciate my willingness to give of my time, effort and my sincere emotional investment, all trust is broken and tension results. (A person? A business? This could apply to either.)

      My time spent investing in a relationship is a choice I make, but if I am left, in the end, abandoned and the most basic promises or expectations are never fulfilled, then damage has been done to the relationship. (Even if I am, for some reason, expected to only recall and focus on the “good stuff” that has been shared.)


      @theladyj

      But it’s hard for most empathetic people to know where that line is, where manipulation begins and healing has stopped. And then, if we suddenly stop giving, the receivers freak out.

      Giving of yourself is one thing, being taken advantage of is another. (I know, I sometimes have a problem telling the difference. And, sometimes when I voice displeasure at something, some people are shocked that I actually do have limits.)

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